Sep 19, 2004 21:11
1. My middle name is Aurora, and I think it's absolutely beautiful.
2. I have a problem with trust.
3. "I dream about being completely over you, but my dreams never come true" if you don't know who that's about then you haven't kept up on my life very well.
4. I love God. I trust completely, in God.
5. I'm scared of failing in life.
6. I'm terrified of snakes.
7. I'm still scared of the dark.
8. I still sleep wtih two stuffed animals.
9. Jen Casale is my best friend, and if you have a problem with you're name not being there, then you can kiss my ass.
10. I'm honest
11. I'm blatant
12. I have a nerve problem, and it makes me sick to my stomach alot.
13. I used to get made fun of for my weight and nose alot.
14. That made me want to end it all.
15. Everytime I held a bottle of tylenol in my hand i had to stop myself from downing the whole bottle.
16. i'm almost perpetually cold.
17. I'm in love with love.
18. I miss you.
19. I usually don't find myself very pretty at all.
20. I have self image problems
21. I get uncomfortable in alot of situation.
22. I love being on stage.
23. I like being the center of attention.
24. I don't stand for gossip.
25. don't make fun of people in my presence either.
26. it makes you look bad.
27. i can't trust my own parents.
28. i don't particularly care for my father
29. i have 12 piercings
30. i want my nose pierced
31. My mom wants me to get a tatoo
32. I have an obsession with making t-shirts and wearing them.
33. Im scared of being murdered.
34. i love having my nails done.
35. i love girl talks
36. but i love girl-guy talks more...but only the kind where you don't like the guy.
37. I have alot of problems
38. I am currently emotionally unstable.
39. there are alot of people that i cannot stand.
40. i want a bf but at the same time i don't think i'm ready for one
41. edit: i'm not ready for anyone but a certain person
42. I love Christian music
43. Nothing makes me more content then going to church/youth esp when it's with jen, elizabeth and erik
44. my favorite friends are the Christian ones, we connect better.
45. i like to learn about other religions and find it fascinating that other ppl practice them..but could still never stray from Christianity.
46. Jesus died for me..oh yeah you too. lol jp
47. I miss dancing
48. I've danced for 11 years.
49. My knee swells up to an enormous size when i dance or cheer or do anything physical
50. ms noc doesn't believe me
51. i'm scared of what the doc will say about my knee
52. i don't like school
53. i just happen to do really well in it
54. people make me sick
55. i can't stand the majority of our school.
56. i love high school, nonetheless
57. driving is fun.
58. i like being in control
59. guys who are pussies anger me and annoy me
60. I don't condone drinking excessive amts esp with ppl you don't trust with your life
61. i don't condone drugs
62. i've made alot of mistakes in my life
63. I want to go to Florida Southern College
64. I don't think my parents believe in me and i don't really know who does.
65. I'm not as privileged as most ppl think
66. I've bought every piece of clothing ya'll have seen this year.
67. i loathe working
68. i have very few true friends
69. I love saying "hi" to everyone i know at school
70. it makes me mad when ppl think they're too good to acknowlege me.
71. I love God so much, that it often brings me to tears.
72. I cry alot
73. Oprah makes me cry.
74. you made me break my vow not to cry over a guy, and i can never thank you enough for that
75. i love writing and receiving notes
76. I have a new found love for writing short, pretty notes that say exactly waht i want to say and nothing more.
77. I want to make a difference in the world
78. When Ashlee Simpson first came out, i was really obsessed, now i'm only mildly obsessed.
79. I read Cosmopolitan every month.
80. Cheering can be fun.
81. I experience road rage on a daily basis
82. I get confused very easily
83. i'm half way regretting writing all of this, because ppl will patronize me for saying most of it.
84. oh wait, i don't give a shit.
85. i want to be either a lawyer, cosmetologist, drug rep or teacher.
86. I want to be happy.
87. In case you were wondering im not particularly happy lately.
88. I'm ready to get up out of PC.
89. I will miss everyone like crazy when i finally move away
90. I dream about never having to wish for anything again
91. Marrying a rich man seems like a good idea, right now.
92. I'm a virgin, and intend on staying that way
93. I can't remember how many guys i've kissed.
94. Only two of them really meant alot to me.
95. I talk dirty, but i'm not.
96. I think i fool alot of people.
97. I am honest
98. I want to say alot more
99. but I won't.
100. never appologize for being you.