Here Lies Two Stones.. Two Names.. Once Best Friends.. Now Worlds Apart..
I finally lost it.. thursday night I got sick of all the bullshit.. of everybody who "claims" to be my "friend" and all that shit walking all over me. "A" had one of her whining episodes.. and then threw a guilt trip at me and I snapped hardcore. it all started when she called around 2pm .. mom was still in school.. and she was like.. "How are you feeling Babe...?" "I feel like shit.." I groaned and looked around trying to find my glasses n pried my sick ass off the couch where I had slept twelve plus hours. "You need anything at the store...?" "huh.. i don't have any money.. I'm fine... why?" (everything was fine.. she even offered to get me a humungo bag of cough drops which was cool.
"Thats not what i asked babe.. i asked if you wanted or needed anything"
Me: "Cough drops..... would be lovely.. my throats killing me"
her: "alrighty.. I'll be over as soon as I can"
Six Hours Later...
Still no sign of her so I curled up on the couch.. flipped through the channels and found something that remotely interested me (king of the hill) .. when a commercial came on I flipped through some more channels memorizing where it was on.. and was captivated by an opera/play... sure enough Its prolly a third of the way through it.. i didnt catch the name of it.. but I was enthralled.. it was lovely...
twenty minutes later.. a horn BLAIRES OBNOXIOUSLY through the play.. so I look outside and amber hollers to me.. "COME ON.."
So instead of getting up off her fat ass to get out of the car and come to my door to knock.. she woke up my nextdoor neighbor who is like 70 something.. and just got to sleep.. drags my sick ass out of the house to rub to "Springs" house to get her tarot cards. No big deal.. well we run to T's house and she's like.. stay with mercede's. I'll brb..
Half hour later...
we get back my show is ending.. she bitches to me for twenty minutes to give her a tarot reading..
Finally entirely annoyed by now.. I agree.. Then NOT ONLY
does she proceed to critisize me.. she whips out a bag of Mary jane.. and starts breaking it up..
so we get into a big arguement over it.. I told her to get the fuck out..
she leaves.. comes back stoned out of her mind..
and a friend of mine showes up after work.. and he hates drugs anyways.. i have no problem with natural substances.. I just dont want them in my god damned house.. end of story.
So we got into it when he was here.. heres the story.
Her: Why won't you fucking come stay with me.. I'm tired.. I have my daughter with me.. and I don't want to fall asleep at the wheel.
Me: I Can't Stay.. I Already told you why like five fucking times jesus christ.. what do you want me to do .. I will come with but only if he can follow us and give me a ride home I DO HAVE RESPONSIBILITIES UNLIKE YOU
Her: Fuck you.. you sit on your fat ass.. I have a kid.. ..
Me:.... did you just say fuck me?
Her: .... crystal... your eyes are changing colors....
me: Did you just say fuck me? *Slowly setting down my coffee cup*
Her: yes... you have no responsibilities...
me: fuck me...? (I think shock set in.. or something inside me finally snapped because I lost it)
Me: FUCK ME????????? FUCK ME>?!??! !NO FUCK YOU YOU FUCKING LAZY WHORE!!!!!!!!!! WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU TO TELL ME I HAVE NO RESPONSIBILITIES? YOU CANT EVEN TAKE CARE OF THE KID YOU HAVE LET ALONE THE ONE IN YOUR STOMACH YOU DRUG ABUSING CUNT.. DONT YOU EVER SIT THERE AND SAY FUCK ME.. FUCK ME ??!?!?!!? I'LL FUCKING SHOW YOU FUCK ME.
At this point she stood up like she was gonna hit me and I drew back my fist
Me: Go ahead... it will be the last thing you ever do...
her: don't even fucking play with me
me: I'm done playing games.. i've tried to help you change your life.. your constantly whining about how your ex supposedly bugged you and can hear what your saying.. i think doing meth with him twacked your brain.. I want no part of this anymore.. I don't do the shit
her: neither do i anymore
me: yeah well you dont act like it.. i think it fucked you in the long run.. don't ever tell me fuck you.. YOU AND YOUR GOD DAMNED FRIENDS HAVE STOLE MY SHIT TRASHED MY HOUSE THOUSANDS OF TIMES I KEEP FORGIVING YOU NOT ANYMORE DONT EVER PLAY NO GUILT TRIP BULLSHIT ON ME GOD DAMNED YOU OR I WILL MAKE SURE YOU REGRET IT AND THATS NOT A THREAT THATS A PROMISE
Her: You've stole plenty of shit from my house
Me: NO IM NOT LIKE YOU YOU FUCKING DUMB CUNT YOU DONT GET IT ANYTHING I EVER TOOK FROM YOUR HOUSE I HAD YOUR PERMISSION TO TAKE SO DONT GO THERE
Me: WE'RE SO FUCKING DIFFERENT ITS NOT FUNNY
her: WE'RE ONE AND THE SAME YOUR JUST LIKE ME
Me: No .. your wrong.. dead wrong.. i haven't sucked off or fucked every other man who looked sideways at me.. .. I havent ended up knocked up.. not once.. but twice in a row.. like you... and if i did.. i would take care of my children.. not spend my time whoring around.. ect ect
her: fuck you you know nothing about raising children
me: I KNOW A GOD DAMNED LOT MORE THAN YOU I HELPED RAISE MY NEICE AND NEPHEW NO IN FACT I DID IT FOR YEAAAAAAAAAAARS WHILE BOTH OF THEIR PARENTS WORKED SO DONT FUCKING TELL ME I DONT KNOW ABOUT KIDS CAUSE I'LL MAKE A BETTER MOM THAN YOU EVER WILL
her: what the fuck is your problem why are you being this way
Me: *slams coffee cup into sink watching as it shattered into fragments* "D" will you follow us to burlington....
D: yeah.. sure
Me: Get in the car..... and dont say another fucking word
Her: .....
me: NOW!
her:... Crystal... i'm sorry...
me: I said.. go get in the fucking car...
thats not even the whole arguement just half..
im sick of her treating me like shit.. like she's so much better than me.. shes not.. her and i are worlds different..
she needs to get her head out of her ass and wake up..
i just wanted her to fucking give her daughter a diaper change and a bottle.. and she starts guilt tripping me because i wont ride home with her.
SHE SHOULDNT HAVE SMOKED SO MUCH DOPE AND SHE WOULD HAVE BEEN ABLE TO DRIVE
god damned she's so stupid...
"Thats not what i asked babe.. i asked if you wanted or needed anything"
Me: "Cough drops..... would be lovely.. my throats killing me"
her: "alrighty.. I'll be over as soon as I can"
Six Hours Later...
Still no sign of her so I curled up on the couch.. flipped through the channels and found something that remotely interested me (king of the hill) .. when a commercial came on I flipped through some more channels memorizing where it was on.. and was captivated by an opera/play... sure enough Its prolly a third of the way through it.. i didnt catch the name of it.. but I was enthralled.. it was lovely...
twenty minutes later.. a horn BLAIRES OBNOXIOUSLY through the play.. so I look outside and amber hollers to me.. "COME ON.."
So instead of getting up off her fat ass to get out of the car and come to my door to knock.. she woke up my nextdoor neighbor who is like 70 something.. and just got to sleep.. drags my sick ass out of the house to rub to "Springs" house to get her tarot cards. No big deal.. well we run to T's house and she's like.. stay with mercede's. I'll brb..
Half hour later...
we get back my show is ending.. she bitches to me for twenty minutes to give her a tarot reading..
Finally entirely annoyed by now.. I agree.. Then NOT ONLY
does she proceed to critisize me.. she whips out a bag of Mary jane.. and starts breaking it up..
so we get into a big arguement over it.. I told her to get the fuck out..
she leaves.. comes back stoned out of her mind..
and a friend of mine showes up after work.. and he hates drugs anyways.. i have no problem with natural substances.. I just dont want them in my god damned house.. end of story.
So we got into it when he was here.. heres the story.
Her: Why won't you fucking come stay with me.. I'm tired.. I have my daughter with me.. and I don't want to fall asleep at the wheel.
Me: I Can't Stay.. I Already told you why like five fucking times jesus christ.. what do you want me to do .. I will come with but only if he can follow us and give me a ride home I DO HAVE RESPONSIBILITIES UNLIKE YOU
Her: Fuck you.. you sit on your fat ass.. I have a kid.. ..
Me:.... did you just say fuck me?
Her: .... crystal... your eyes are changing colors....
me: Did you just say fuck me? *Slowly setting down my coffee cup*
Her: yes... you have no responsibilities...
me: fuck me...? (I think shock set in.. or something inside me finally snapped because I lost it)
Me: FUCK ME????????? FUCK ME>?!??! !NO FUCK YOU YOU FUCKING LAZY WHORE!!!!!!!!!! WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU TO TELL ME I HAVE NO RESPONSIBILITIES? YOU CANT EVEN TAKE CARE OF THE KID YOU HAVE LET ALONE THE ONE IN YOUR STOMACH YOU DRUG ABUSING CUNT.. DONT YOU EVER SIT THERE AND SAY FUCK ME.. FUCK ME ??!?!?!!? I'LL FUCKING SHOW YOU FUCK ME.
At this point she stood up like she was gonna hit me and I drew back my fist
Me: Go ahead... it will be the last thing you ever do...
her: don't even fucking play with me
me: I'm done playing games.. i've tried to help you change your life.. your constantly whining about how your ex supposedly bugged you and can hear what your saying.. i think doing meth with him twacked your brain.. I want no part of this anymore.. I don't do the shit
her: neither do i anymore
me: yeah well you dont act like it.. i think it fucked you in the long run.. don't ever tell me fuck you.. YOU AND YOUR GOD DAMNED FRIENDS HAVE STOLE MY SHIT TRASHED MY HOUSE THOUSANDS OF TIMES I KEEP FORGIVING YOU NOT ANYMORE DONT EVER PLAY NO GUILT TRIP BULLSHIT ON ME GOD DAMNED YOU OR I WILL MAKE SURE YOU REGRET IT AND THATS NOT A THREAT THATS A PROMISE
Her: You've stole plenty of shit from my house
Me: NO IM NOT LIKE YOU YOU FUCKING DUMB CUNT YOU DONT GET IT ANYTHING I EVER TOOK FROM YOUR HOUSE I HAD YOUR PERMISSION TO TAKE SO DONT GO THERE
Me: WE'RE SO FUCKING DIFFERENT ITS NOT FUNNY
her: WE'RE ONE AND THE SAME YOUR JUST LIKE ME
Me: No .. your wrong.. dead wrong.. i haven't sucked off or fucked every other man who looked sideways at me.. .. I havent ended up knocked up.. not once.. but twice in a row.. like you... and if i did.. i would take care of my children.. not spend my time whoring around.. ect ect
her: fuck you you know nothing about raising children
me: I KNOW A GOD DAMNED LOT MORE THAN YOU I HELPED RAISE MY NEICE AND NEPHEW NO IN FACT I DID IT FOR YEAAAAAAAAAAARS WHILE BOTH OF THEIR PARENTS WORKED SO DONT FUCKING TELL ME I DONT KNOW ABOUT KIDS CAUSE I'LL MAKE A BETTER MOM THAN YOU EVER WILL
her: what the fuck is your problem why are you being this way
Me: *slams coffee cup into sink watching as it shattered into fragments* "D" will you follow us to burlington....
D: yeah.. sure
Me: Get in the car..... and dont say another fucking word
Her: .....
me: NOW!
her:... Crystal... i'm sorry...
me: I said.. go get in the fucking car...
thats not even the whole arguement just half..
im sick of her treating me like shit.. like she's so much better than me.. shes not.. her and i are worlds different..
she needs to get her head out of her ass and wake up..
i just wanted her to fucking give her daughter a diaper change and a bottle.. and she starts guilt tripping me because i wont ride home with her.
SHE SHOULDNT HAVE SMOKED SO MUCH DOPE AND SHE WOULD HAVE BEEN ABLE TO DRIVE
god damned she's so stupid...