This is insane..No sleep 8am
This is just totally nuts. I have not been to bed yet. I have stayed up all night long, literally, writing letters. I think i have managed to write a whole Novel. lol Sucks my husband has ADHD and will get to the second sentence and have to put it away for a while. Anyways. I am tryin to find something to do to get my mind off him being gone.
I am going to go to the gym. Maybe that will jump start my sleep. I need sleep. This is horrible. No sleep in almost 24 hours. I have got to find something to do to wear me out. No more caffeine at night.
I am going to help a friend out today. Her husband is not home and the only way he can call her is collect. I'm sending him money to do so. I really felt bad last night, because I realized how much I love my husband. It hit me like a tons of bricks all at once. I knew I loved him, but god to write all those letters in a day...or night...I didn't think I'd do that. I do enjoy my sleep. Especially because today is dog hunting day. I guess that will be postponed.
I am going to try and take a hot bath before bed every night. I hope this helps with the sleep. I am going to continue to color my Mandalas for relaxation, and I might even finish cleaning the room. :) I hate having a fractured back. Seriously, it would be clean if it wasn't fractured. I am a perfectionist, and this is just getting out of control for me.
I think also today I will update my ipod. Hell, at least charge the thing. I tried to turn it on at the gym the other day, yeah, it didnt happen. Anyways...I'm going to get going to do some things. Pray that i come back sleepy!!