About that time for another letter...
Yep I'm about to pull out the paper and write another letter again. lol.
I got a random IM from an old friend today, haven't spoke to them in almost a year...they asked about my life..told them i got married. Whoa, they did not take it well. 15 minutes before a reply. I don't know why this was, we grew up next to each other, but this was a friend of my brothers, not mine...it seemed to bother him. Oh well, I am glad with my choice.
Tonight has been so freakin boring. For some reason though, not as bad as most nights! Thank god. I am going to start going around my area and look for groups I can join. I am so bored in this house. I probably will join every single gym class avaliable. I need to make some friends. I need someone to talk to. Right now, my computer is my friend.
When I got married, a lot of my friends ditched me. Girls included. I knew this would happen, but not as drastically or as much as it did. I didn't plan on hanging out with many single friends, because most of the girls I knew werent single at all. I am hoping that by God's grace I meet some person...anywhere..that understands what I am going through. God, I would die to pick up the phone again and just laugh and laugh over stupid shit all night long with a girl friend. I would love to go shopping...get my nails done...go to the movies. It has been almost a year now. I sorta started seeing the people I surrounded myself with wasn't who I wanted there, so before I was married, I started letting go. It is hard being alone. I really hope to make a friend on base. I want to have girl talk again. Is that stupid?
I got a random IM from an old friend today, haven't spoke to them in almost a year...they asked about my life..told them i got married. Whoa, they did not take it well. 15 minutes before a reply. I don't know why this was, we grew up next to each other, but this was a friend of my brothers, not mine...it seemed to bother him. Oh well, I am glad with my choice.
Tonight has been so freakin boring. For some reason though, not as bad as most nights! Thank god. I am going to start going around my area and look for groups I can join. I am so bored in this house. I probably will join every single gym class avaliable. I need to make some friends. I need someone to talk to. Right now, my computer is my friend.
When I got married, a lot of my friends ditched me. Girls included. I knew this would happen, but not as drastically or as much as it did. I didn't plan on hanging out with many single friends, because most of the girls I knew werent single at all. I am hoping that by God's grace I meet some person...anywhere..that understands what I am going through. God, I would die to pick up the phone again and just laugh and laugh over stupid shit all night long with a girl friend. I would love to go shopping...get my nails done...go to the movies. It has been almost a year now. I sorta started seeing the people I surrounded myself with wasn't who I wanted there, so before I was married, I started letting go. It is hard being alone. I really hope to make a friend on base. I want to have girl talk again. Is that stupid?