Feb 04, 2005 23:16
Vince is coming over tonight, I'm not sure exactly what we have planned but I kind of need the moral support. Brooke died. Angel and everyone were trying so hard to protect her and it didn't matter. It seems like the whole universe is fucking with them. This seriously sucks and I can't do anything to help other than try to help with the research again.
Wes called me to let me know when he found out and he sounded like he was going to put his fist through something.
There are definitely days where being the good guys has absolutely no rewarding aspect at all. I remember what it felt like to have no concience, or morality or whatever it was I was lacking, and you didnt' hurt like this. I kind of understand the whole appeal to being bad at times.
Of course I do have that whole concience/morality back and I wouldn't give in to being bad because I'd just feel worse afterwards, but it's a nice thought.
Damn Vince is late, wonder where he is?