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[gothic_suicide]

I've learned to control my spite
which for me
is a huge step
i just wish he could too
he says very hurtful things
and out of spite, he will get angry with me
just because of spite
its ridiculous at times
but i love him
i told him to his face today that i wasn't sure why i bothered trying
then with tears in my eyes i am like
i know what it is
and he looks at me and in that tone of voice
that shatters me apart like a paper thin sheet of glass
he says really what
and i say in no more then a whisper
love.