just an update
hey everyone. i know its been 10 forevers since i updated! i just wanted to say hey and that i feel like a dork for writing some of the things that i used to write on here. so i am glad those days are over. a few things have changed about me. i have a boyfriend now, his name is keith. we have been dating for almost a year (feb. 18) so all the guy drama worked out and i dont know if he's the right one for life but i believe he is the right one for now. he treats me pretty good but there are some things about him that i would definently change (im not gonna get into all that right now though). he goes to church with me and thats where we knew each other from. there is a bit of the age difference though. he's 24 so that makes him 6 1/2 years older than me. thats ok though. i have always had a thing for older guys. enough about that for now.
i am glad to be a senior this year!!!!!!!!!! 06'!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am making very good grades. the last i checked i have all a's and one b. i am also glad i will be 18 in january. i will probably get my belly pierced sometime or another. after i graduate i will probably go to lbw, the community college here. i am going to be a nurse and possibly travel. i dont know if thats what i really want to do or be but i guess its worth a shot.
i want to apoligize for always being so gloomy in all of my previous updates but that was what they were for. for me to complain about the worries of life and get it out of my system so i wouldnt go crazy. i feel like i was putting on a pity party for everyone when i read back over them. things have changed now though and hopefully when i update it wont be about the downside of life. but most of the time when i am going through a hard time i like to write about it to get it out so hopefully everyone doesnt think that i walk around gloomy 24-7. i still feel gloomy now to but i think things have gotten a lot better. i am not as depressed as i used to be but the depression comes and goes and i still have a lot on my mind.
i moved out of the house and into my grandma's traylor almost a year ago. the traylor is in my backyard but at least i am away from the kids for the most part. julie still acts the same and mom still treats her the same but i dont have to put up with it as much b/c i am not around it so much. that was a lot of stress taken off of me when i moved out.
i am still a church gurl. i have fallen quite a few times but i have also climed back up just as many. i think i am more on the up side than the down side right now. i am really trying to get right with God and read my Bible daily and pray daily. i have been doing pretty good at reading my Bible daily. church helps me out a lot. i think it helps keep me on track.
well i guess i will go for now but i do need to comment on one more thing. the last guy i talked about (the one that started going out with the other gurl during ivan)............. i dont think i really liked him but i think i liked what little bit of attention he gave me. i think thats why i couldnt ever go out with him to begin with- b/c i didnt really like him. what up set me was the way i was treated. i deserved a lot better and with patience i got better (my boyfriend now) well i guess i will write more when i decide to up date again. God bless. peace love and chicked grease.
~heather michelle~ ;P
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!