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man, i am so hurt and emotionally inbalanced!! gosh i am having some serious emotional probs. i have been so moody and stressed out lately. i feel like i am becoming depressed AGAIN. sometimes i wish i was more anti-social that way everyone would leave me alone. man, thats just it, sometimes a person just wants to be left alone and when u tell ur ( Read more... )
Heather, you know I love you and would do anything for you. Sometimes, you just have to drop all of your problems and say..."I'm not going to care about it anymore." Everytime you think about it... find something to do. Occupy your mind. If you are just sitting around doing nothing and being all sad and stuff of course you aren't going to get over it. Draw, read, do cross word puzzles, color with Julie. Do something. And the best thing you can do is surround yourself with people that you love you and care for you...(LIKE YOUR SISTER, TARD!!!)
You know I love you, I let you take my car for almost a week, I buy you "certain" things, my boyfriend is like a really cool brother to you, he comes to rescue your car...(lol), and you always have our support.
F*ck those dumbasses. How they make you feel shows what kind of person they really are. You are a wonderful, beautiful girl. You shouldn't be treated that way. You shouldn't have to worry about what stupid guys THINK. You should only worry about what you KNOW. And when you KNOW that a guy loves you, that's when you worry about them. Because then you will not be worrying about what he THINKS, you will be worried about what he KNOWS. When they KNOW they love you, You'll KNOW they love you. Until then, F*ck what people THINK. Because they don't KNOW sh*t.
You need to thoroughly read that above, because it's important. (PLEASE, PLEASE UNDERSTAND WHAT I JUST SAID!!!) What I mean is, Don't let your guard down. You know how it worked with Aaron. He tried to leave me 2 times. 1st time I cried and begged and pleaded for him to stay. 2nd time, I started packing his things in front of him, he didn't like that, so he stayed. 3rd time was a success, he left me. But I went home, packed all of his things, took it to him and changed the locks on my door. That got to him bad, I just acted like I didn't care that he left me. Oh, it bothered him soooo bad. He was calling me 3 times a week asking if we could go out and do something. I told him I was busy, I told him I had things to do. Then I finally let him come around. Then since we are just "friends" I brought another guy around. He couldn't handle that and he got back together with me. And here we are now.
Don't wear your heart on your sleeve, it'll only get broken. I love you and am always here for you no matter what. call me sometime.
I love you, sister.
~Stephanie
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