The Dream...
Havent wrote in this for awhile...been sick as a dog =( it sucked...but im kinda better now =D...tummy still feels sick though =(...but ill live heh but newhoOoT...you know wats weird?...ever since i was young...maybe 7 or 8...ive been having these dreams that feel so real that its scary...i fall down and cant get up no matter HOW hard i try...its almost immposible to get back up and when i do eventually get up i just fall right back down...I wonder wat these dreams mean since ive been having them for some time now...maybe i have a hidden fear of not being able to walk...or maybe when im older im gunna be parallyzed waist down or maybe its just simply stating how i feel...i fall down hard and its hard to get back up on my own...maybe? i dunno i guess i have yet to find out NewhoOoT...it feels like me and my sister are growing apart =(...i dont like it cause were so close and i tell her EVERYTHING...there isnt nething i keep from her...she knows my past and present...and she will continue to know everything...so i really hope we dont grow to far apart that we cant fix it...cause me and her are gunna be taking belly dancing together...so ill see her once a week and sometimes the weekend so that will be awesome since i never see her nemore=( omg...I saw the best thing ever last night...and i want it soOo bad u dont know how bad i want it...it was a spongebob bed set...so hint hint to neone who wants to buy me something ;) hehe im just joking...but i do want it lol...im gunna get my mom to get it for me...well ill try my hardest...i mean if i could get her to let me get my belly button and tongue pierced...im sure i can manage this(A) lol...oh yea and im gunna get my nose pierced with Cristina in the summer =D...let me know if u think i should or not...thanx ya...oh and ive lost a bit of weight...my mom notcied...my nan and spencer did to =D its good to finally lose some weight...i gained so much from freaking christmas...but newhoOoT...i might write later...cause ive gotta start typing up my story...bye for now...