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Title: Of Love and Hate
Author:
gothgurl01
Pairing: Matt/Brian
Summary: “You do remember. Your eyes give it away.”
Rating: R(overall)
Disclaimer: Don't own, never happened.
My beta
lizbeth_rapture is the best.
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8&9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Jacoby Shaddix
Brian hated the slightly taller man before him with every fiber of his being. “What are you doing here?”
“Awww, Brian I am hurt. Didn’t you miss me?” Jacoby sneered; a wide smirk bloomed across his face.
Brian glared at him, backing away ever so slightly. He hoped Jacoby wouldn’t notice his slow retreat but alas he did.
Jacoby slammed Brian harshly into the wall, grinning at the loud cracking sound. He pressed his body up against Brian’s, trapping him effectively.
“I missed you, Brian.” Jacoby whispered hotly against the shell of Brian’s ear, “I missed the feeling of my dick in your tight little ass, more than anything. Do you remember that night?”
Brian could do nothing but let a whimper of pure terror escape him. He remembered that night but he tried to forget it all together since it happened. He had successfully done just that until now.
Jacoby Shaddix, the man standing before him right now had pretended to be his friend then savagely ganged raped him with some of his other friends about 3 years ago. He never found out who the other guys were but he didn’t care. Jacoby hurt him that night more than the others.
“You do remember. Your eyes give it away.” Jacoby whispered, his hands caressing Brian’s body.
“Stop!” Brian yelped, twisting away from Jacoby’s unwanted touch.
Jacoby grabbed Brian’s arms and forced him to the ground. Keeping Brian’s arms pinned behind, Jacoby ground his erection harshly against Brian’s ass, groaning into Brian’s ear.
“Brian, where are you?”
Brian nearly cried in relief at the sound of Matt’s voice. The weight on his back left, allowing Brian to distanced himself from Jacoby.
“Fuck.” Jacoby spat in anger, as Matt’s voice got closer to them. Jacoby glance down at Brian’s crumbled form. “We will finish this another time. He won’t be able to protect you from me Brian. It would be in your friend’s best interest if you got rid of him.”
Brian inhaled sharply at what he heard. He watched Jacoby’s retreating back with bated breath, tensing when Jacoby looked back at him.
“If you don’t get rid of them then I will Brian.” Jacoby sneered, and then disappeared into the night.
Brian pulled himself up into a sitting position and stared out into the dark. He was lost deeply into his own little world. So lost that he didn’t hear Matt’s fast heavy footsteps heading towards him.
“Brian.” Matt called worriedly, “Come on Bri answer me.”
Brian turned his tear streaked face towards Matt. He was so lost in his thoughts that he didn’t even know that he was crying until Matt cupped his face and gently wiped his tears.
“Bri.”
Brian launched himself into Matt’s chest, wrapping his arms around him tightly. Tears flowed freely down his face showing no sign of stopping anytime soon and Brian did nothing to stop them.
Matt looked down confused at the now sleeping Brian actions. He knew something really bad happened while he was outside.
He picked up his precious cargo and cradled him closely to his chest and headed to his truck. Opening the passenger door, he sat Brian down and buckled him in.
Matt drove in complete silence not wanting to wake Brian, lost in deep thought. Someone did something to Brian and he was determined to find out whom.
Matt came to a complete stop in front of his apartment building and shut off the engine. After unbuckling Brian he picked him up and went into the building.
“Where are we?”
Matt looked down and saw Brian half awake, eyes barely open.
“My apartment building.” Matt whispered softly. He continued down the hall, stopping in front of his apartment door. Setting Brian down gently, letting him lean heavily against him, and opened the door.
They stumbled in together, not wanting to be far from the other. Matt led the way to Brian’s room, closing the door behind them. The sound of Brian falling on to the bed resonated throughout the room.
“Come on Bri, lean up. You don’t want to sleep in your clothes do you?” Matt gently said as he came to stand by the bed.
Brian groaned, slowly rising into a sitting position. After successfully sitting up Brian allowed Matt to pull his shirt off and his pants after he unbuttoned and unzipped them.
Matt watched Brian burry himself under the covers after he undressed him, leaving him in only his boxers. A hand wrapped itself around his wrist as soon as he started to head towards the door. Turning around, Brian’s sleep filled eyes stared into his own hazel eyes.
“Stay,” Brian whispered desperately, “please.”
Matt barely heard Brian’s soft request, but heard it none the less. “Are you sure you want me to?”
Brian hesitated for a moment before nodding, “Yes, I’m sure.”
Matt moved around to the other side of the bed and quickly stripped down to his boxers. Lifting the covers he slid in beside Brian, fighting the urge to wrap his arms around him.
Brian glanced over to Matt’s rigid form. He was puzzled by Matt’s actions. He scooted over to Matt, laid his head on Matt’s chest and entwined his hand with Matt’s own that was resting on his stomach.
Matt looked down at Brian, shocked by his actions. His body relaxed as soon as Brian laid his head on his chest.
It felt so right, so perfect to have Brian in his arms at that moment. He reveled in the feel of Brian’s warm body against his own, the comfortable weight of Brian’s head on his chest.
Matt pressed a small soft kiss to Brian’s temple before closing his eyes, falling into a deep peaceful sleep to the image of Brian’s beautiful sleeping face on his chest.
Author:
gothgurl01
Pairing: Matt/Brian
Summary: “You do remember. Your eyes give it away.”
Rating: R(overall)
Disclaimer: Don't own, never happened.
My beta
lizbeth_rapture is the best.
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8&9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Jacoby Shaddix
Brian hated the slightly taller man before him with every fiber of his being. “What are you doing here?”
“Awww, Brian I am hurt. Didn’t you miss me?” Jacoby sneered; a wide smirk bloomed across his face.
Brian glared at him, backing away ever so slightly. He hoped Jacoby wouldn’t notice his slow retreat but alas he did.
Jacoby slammed Brian harshly into the wall, grinning at the loud cracking sound. He pressed his body up against Brian’s, trapping him effectively.
“I missed you, Brian.” Jacoby whispered hotly against the shell of Brian’s ear, “I missed the feeling of my dick in your tight little ass, more than anything. Do you remember that night?”
Brian could do nothing but let a whimper of pure terror escape him. He remembered that night but he tried to forget it all together since it happened. He had successfully done just that until now.
Jacoby Shaddix, the man standing before him right now had pretended to be his friend then savagely ganged raped him with some of his other friends about 3 years ago. He never found out who the other guys were but he didn’t care. Jacoby hurt him that night more than the others.
“You do remember. Your eyes give it away.” Jacoby whispered, his hands caressing Brian’s body.
“Stop!” Brian yelped, twisting away from Jacoby’s unwanted touch.
Jacoby grabbed Brian’s arms and forced him to the ground. Keeping Brian’s arms pinned behind, Jacoby ground his erection harshly against Brian’s ass, groaning into Brian’s ear.
“Brian, where are you?”
Brian nearly cried in relief at the sound of Matt’s voice. The weight on his back left, allowing Brian to distanced himself from Jacoby.
“Fuck.” Jacoby spat in anger, as Matt’s voice got closer to them. Jacoby glance down at Brian’s crumbled form. “We will finish this another time. He won’t be able to protect you from me Brian. It would be in your friend’s best interest if you got rid of him.”
Brian inhaled sharply at what he heard. He watched Jacoby’s retreating back with bated breath, tensing when Jacoby looked back at him.
“If you don’t get rid of them then I will Brian.” Jacoby sneered, and then disappeared into the night.
Brian pulled himself up into a sitting position and stared out into the dark. He was lost deeply into his own little world. So lost that he didn’t hear Matt’s fast heavy footsteps heading towards him.
“Brian.” Matt called worriedly, “Come on Bri answer me.”
Brian turned his tear streaked face towards Matt. He was so lost in his thoughts that he didn’t even know that he was crying until Matt cupped his face and gently wiped his tears.
“Bri.”
Brian launched himself into Matt’s chest, wrapping his arms around him tightly. Tears flowed freely down his face showing no sign of stopping anytime soon and Brian did nothing to stop them.
Matt looked down confused at the now sleeping Brian actions. He knew something really bad happened while he was outside.
He picked up his precious cargo and cradled him closely to his chest and headed to his truck. Opening the passenger door, he sat Brian down and buckled him in.
Matt drove in complete silence not wanting to wake Brian, lost in deep thought. Someone did something to Brian and he was determined to find out whom.
Matt came to a complete stop in front of his apartment building and shut off the engine. After unbuckling Brian he picked him up and went into the building.
“Where are we?”
Matt looked down and saw Brian half awake, eyes barely open.
“My apartment building.” Matt whispered softly. He continued down the hall, stopping in front of his apartment door. Setting Brian down gently, letting him lean heavily against him, and opened the door.
They stumbled in together, not wanting to be far from the other. Matt led the way to Brian’s room, closing the door behind them. The sound of Brian falling on to the bed resonated throughout the room.
“Come on Bri, lean up. You don’t want to sleep in your clothes do you?” Matt gently said as he came to stand by the bed.
Brian groaned, slowly rising into a sitting position. After successfully sitting up Brian allowed Matt to pull his shirt off and his pants after he unbuttoned and unzipped them.
Matt watched Brian burry himself under the covers after he undressed him, leaving him in only his boxers. A hand wrapped itself around his wrist as soon as he started to head towards the door. Turning around, Brian’s sleep filled eyes stared into his own hazel eyes.
“Stay,” Brian whispered desperately, “please.”
Matt barely heard Brian’s soft request, but heard it none the less. “Are you sure you want me to?”
Brian hesitated for a moment before nodding, “Yes, I’m sure.”
Matt moved around to the other side of the bed and quickly stripped down to his boxers. Lifting the covers he slid in beside Brian, fighting the urge to wrap his arms around him.
Brian glanced over to Matt’s rigid form. He was puzzled by Matt’s actions. He scooted over to Matt, laid his head on Matt’s chest and entwined his hand with Matt’s own that was resting on his stomach.
Matt looked down at Brian, shocked by his actions. His body relaxed as soon as Brian laid his head on his chest.
It felt so right, so perfect to have Brian in his arms at that moment. He reveled in the feel of Brian’s warm body against his own, the comfortable weight of Brian’s head on his chest.
Matt pressed a small soft kiss to Brian’s temple before closing his eyes, falling into a deep peaceful sleep to the image of Brian’s beautiful sleeping face on his chest.