I'm so afraid that it's all over.

[gotha_pilot]

There's nothing else worse than now. I don't think there's anything I can do. It's all out of control and I don't have a grasp on it anymore. I don't want this. I don't want it.

I feel like I'm being taken by force. I'm going to regret everything.

I don't want this. I don't I don't.