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AH so i figured id go ahead and update this... Tons of things have been going on lately... Been so freaking busy... Anyways as of right now i am a pin-cushion for infectious and deadly diseases LOL... But seriously i am. I got my anthrax, smallpox and typhoid shots yesterday... Oh what fun that was. Also had to have a crap load of blood drawn just before that... Anyways getting nearer to me having to leave to Iraq... I am so stressed, i still got so much to do... Really only one thing sticks out in my mind, it seems to be more or less a double edged sword... You know i am only human, and i hope to do my best at stuff... Its hard when people wont let you help them. On the other hand i know inside i am broken to... I kinda feel as if i cant care anymore like its just not there. Who knows maybe one day it will comeback. I talked to someone i had seriously hated for a while yesterday it was cool, anyone who knows me i am as nice to you as you are to me... He was real cool about it and apologized for things. I don't blame him for things that happened it does seem like he was lead to doing the things he did. So i think we are cool as of now. Weird because normally i hold grudges like no other but that has seemed to change a lot in recent days. Well i guess that's all... Oh yeah only 12 more days till i leave to go back to B-lo and 38 days till i leave to Iraq.. Fun fun