finally did it

[gotdav]

Well, I woke up today, got a text message from Ryan, he said not to hate him but he is going to spend the next two days with Elliott. I started to feel hurt and upset, but then I realized. I don't care. I texted him back and let him know that I was not mad, but he helped me make up my mind. He answered back with I still want you in my life that he is just really screwed up right now. I replyed with the only thing I know how to do is to let him be. I will be here for him if he needs a friend to talk to, but he has to be the one to call me. I am not going to do the daily calls anymore. So, now let's just hope I stick to my guns on this one. It will be tough but I think I can do it. I will be the little engine that could..
I think I can... I think I can...

anywho... later days