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[gossipgays]

i'm scared of being left alone,behind. i'm scared of losing people. i'm scared i have already.
i love music more than anything. and people who understand and want to be there.
i wish for someone. i wish i would believe the things i tell myself everyday. i wish i would shut up and get over it.

im scared of being a mundane, boring and pityful

Comments

[sheisthesailor]

hahhahaa for a lot of that I thought it was you.

[gossipgays]

maybe it was...

[saidso]

i think it is ming. be ok.

[allofthestars_]

YOU ARE REALLY MEAN

[tipofmytongue_]

i think so too
ming, you are really mean

[gossipgays]

it was a way to say that i empathise and certainly sympathise with everybody because i share their problems, and that its normal and accepted...
i have a cough.

[allofthestars_]

sure.
sure it was.

i also have a cough. would you like some of my amazing cough&cold medicine?
actually, i don't know if you deserve it
x

[anonymous]

You missed this one out:

I feel that noone knows who I am, I feel that I am lost in my own self centeredness and the only people that I care about are the ones that see this in me. I feel that the world is not enough for the way that I think and feel, that nothing ever amounts to anything that I want it to, and no matter how I try, nobody hears the subtle cries of help that scream from my inner self. People only know a fraction of me, the same fraction being fractionalised and then cut up into tiny more fractions.

I feel that I do not know myself, my family do not know me and that noone knows me, yet people still put on that same smile whenever they see me, say the same things and do the same things.

You people bore me.

[gossipgays]

erm... no i didnt

^see. i'd never miss anyone out...

[_0justbreathe0_]

hmm
you told me you were going to do this
i'm not sure i approve
but i know that you know which ones are me,,
and i am glad you left them out
love you x

[gossipgays]

lol.
i picked a random sample. it was luck. or fate..
xxx