cirkus - hookers
the energy pull @ maltoberfest was awesome. i've now enough experience to know what's necessary to be the manwall for such shit... yanno, other than simply being told to 'manwall'. britt-grrl was all zen and shit and jen took a bit to rev up and let loose. really fucked up garage sounding sludge/black metal band playing for them. it started all slow with them going slow and a few interesting thoughts about how it pulled the skin and tendons on the fore arms with a burning heat that isn't heat. after a few songs the chixorz got into it and i could just tell when that switch was thrown in jen's head. she simply stopped thinking. that's the zone for a pull. that's the zone for suspension and pulling and piercing play completely.
it's primal. it's primitive. it's dipping beyond the venieer of civilization and grabbing everything that will never have words, that glittering dark energy that is sex without care, its fear rising from your core and lightning lashing you. no turning back. the fericious drive of a cornered beast. the joy of no choice. the freedom of restraints. the clarity of pure screaming fighting power.
it was seriously awesome. i fucking love it.
it's primal. it's primitive. it's dipping beyond the venieer of civilization and grabbing everything that will never have words, that glittering dark energy that is sex without care, its fear rising from your core and lightning lashing you. no turning back. the fericious drive of a cornered beast. the joy of no choice. the freedom of restraints. the clarity of pure screaming fighting power.
it was seriously awesome. i fucking love it.