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Sep 04, 2007 23:06

It's heartbreaking to watch a mind deteriorate.

It's like the person I know as Jay no longer exists
that person is dead
I don't know that person in the hospital.
The locks have been changed, my parents want me to file a restraining order.
and that person who i can tell everything, my best friend, is dead.

his father sounded so angry with me on the phone.
"your parents don't want you to see each other ever again, so I guess that's that. Sorry it had to end like this."

I put on Jay's glasses today.
I wish I could see the world through his eyes right now.
Maybe then I could make sense of it
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