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well. i had a good last weekend. thursday night i went to a halloween party with some people, kyle left without telling me, so i just hung out with sam and sarah for the rest of the night. sam wanted to drive home... and he was smashed-out drunk so i offered to drive his car home, even though i was also smash-drunk. ultimately, he drove home since i dont know how to drive stick. bad idea, i dont know how we made it home, but somehow we did and hey im alive arent i? anyway, im never doing that again lol. i just crashed in kyles room since he was gone for the night, and i rolled over and found a knife in his bed which was creepy. friday night was halloween and i dressed up as jack kerouac/beatnik which was awesome! lol everyone liked my costume -_-
it was a crazy night, i drank more rum that i probably should have, and i ate a bit of mushrooms so I was tripping, and then smoked god knows how much. needless to say the night was awesome, but i think everyone partied way too hard. we all went to this giant party at mohonk, where there were literally maybe hundreds of people which was funny, i remember going last semester to something similar but with less people. i was so lost haha since i was tripping, but the cops came and everyone disappeared and i left to go to another party down the street with sam. we were stealing alcohol from poeple and just hanging around for a bit, and he let so i hung out with jill and this guy max for a bit and we walked back to college. then saturday night, i was supposed to hang out with kyle, but he ended up hanging out with the other sam, so i went to snugs with maegan and gabby, and this awesome reggae band was playing, and i brought a nice flask of rum so i didnt have to spend a lot at the bar. of course, i drank too fast so i go the spins and went home at 2am which was really 3am since it was daylight savings...still, dont know how i made it home but i did! good for me! lol. i need to stop doing that.
been doing a lot of reading/writing. it was a depressing week though, since its rainy and all. election day, i was supposed to go to kalis house with some people, actually i was supposed to hang out with kyle, but again, he ditched me, so i just watched the election unfold by myself which was alright. around 11 when obama won, kali and cat came over and we went to the student union concourse and there was a huge rally with hundreds of people there, and also on hasbrouck concourse which was awesome.
im starting to realize i wasted a lot of this semester, and i have to blame it a lot on kyle which i hate to do. part of it was that my friends dont want to go out that much, so im starting to feel happy i live on campus since i met some new people i never hung out with last year. lately kyle only calls me when hes in a fight with sam, or when he wants to "hang out" , which ends up us going to sams place and then running into her room to fuck her and not talk to me. i kind of give up on that though, since i try to help him when he needs it, and he mentioned to me he wished he had a better social life, but i call him all the time, so its kind of insulting he says that to my face, and then doesnt bother to call me when i want to hang out. all he does now is work in the ceramics studio and fuck sam. this of course, is after shes a huge bitch to him, and he found her phone with text messages to her ex saying she still loves him and shit, and he came to my room basically on the verge of tears because he doesnt trust her blah blah blah, and that same night, hes with her again and runs into her room after asking me to hang out with him. its a fucked up situation, i think he has no spine anymore, and hes being a "pussy" mind you, i never say that, but he is. he doesnt stand up for himself, and hes letting his girlfriend, who i know very well, just walk all over him and literally use him for sex, money, and drugs. i dont get people sometimes. hes had so many chances with better girls, i dont get why he stays with her. he also keeps talking about how people shoudlve been nicer to him after he got oral surgery, but he only got his wisdom teeth pulled. i had the SAME procedure, and i was fine and didnt complain that much. i just stopped drinking, smoking, and staying out late when i had it done, and i was fine. he makes it seem like he got some surgery where was in ICU or something and couldnt even move his body. i was kind of nervous about studying abroad, but now im a bit more enthusiastic to meet people. i dont want any hard feelings between me and kyle, since i want to take an apartment in his house with him and sam, but at hte same time, i know hes going to be really confused when i leave since he doesnt have any other friends really, and thats his problem at this point.
it was a crazy night, i drank more rum that i probably should have, and i ate a bit of mushrooms so I was tripping, and then smoked god knows how much. needless to say the night was awesome, but i think everyone partied way too hard. we all went to this giant party at mohonk, where there were literally maybe hundreds of people which was funny, i remember going last semester to something similar but with less people. i was so lost haha since i was tripping, but the cops came and everyone disappeared and i left to go to another party down the street with sam. we were stealing alcohol from poeple and just hanging around for a bit, and he let so i hung out with jill and this guy max for a bit and we walked back to college. then saturday night, i was supposed to hang out with kyle, but he ended up hanging out with the other sam, so i went to snugs with maegan and gabby, and this awesome reggae band was playing, and i brought a nice flask of rum so i didnt have to spend a lot at the bar. of course, i drank too fast so i go the spins and went home at 2am which was really 3am since it was daylight savings...still, dont know how i made it home but i did! good for me! lol. i need to stop doing that.
been doing a lot of reading/writing. it was a depressing week though, since its rainy and all. election day, i was supposed to go to kalis house with some people, actually i was supposed to hang out with kyle, but again, he ditched me, so i just watched the election unfold by myself which was alright. around 11 when obama won, kali and cat came over and we went to the student union concourse and there was a huge rally with hundreds of people there, and also on hasbrouck concourse which was awesome.
im starting to realize i wasted a lot of this semester, and i have to blame it a lot on kyle which i hate to do. part of it was that my friends dont want to go out that much, so im starting to feel happy i live on campus since i met some new people i never hung out with last year. lately kyle only calls me when hes in a fight with sam, or when he wants to "hang out" , which ends up us going to sams place and then running into her room to fuck her and not talk to me. i kind of give up on that though, since i try to help him when he needs it, and he mentioned to me he wished he had a better social life, but i call him all the time, so its kind of insulting he says that to my face, and then doesnt bother to call me when i want to hang out. all he does now is work in the ceramics studio and fuck sam. this of course, is after shes a huge bitch to him, and he found her phone with text messages to her ex saying she still loves him and shit, and he came to my room basically on the verge of tears because he doesnt trust her blah blah blah, and that same night, hes with her again and runs into her room after asking me to hang out with him. its a fucked up situation, i think he has no spine anymore, and hes being a "pussy" mind you, i never say that, but he is. he doesnt stand up for himself, and hes letting his girlfriend, who i know very well, just walk all over him and literally use him for sex, money, and drugs. i dont get people sometimes. hes had so many chances with better girls, i dont get why he stays with her. he also keeps talking about how people shoudlve been nicer to him after he got oral surgery, but he only got his wisdom teeth pulled. i had the SAME procedure, and i was fine and didnt complain that much. i just stopped drinking, smoking, and staying out late when i had it done, and i was fine. he makes it seem like he got some surgery where was in ICU or something and couldnt even move his body. i was kind of nervous about studying abroad, but now im a bit more enthusiastic to meet people. i dont want any hard feelings between me and kyle, since i want to take an apartment in his house with him and sam, but at hte same time, i know hes going to be really confused when i leave since he doesnt have any other friends really, and thats his problem at this point.