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i haven't been this stressed in a while.
i decided recently that i wanted to do the political economy concentration. now i'm not sure if i can fit it all in to my schedule. i really hope i can. figuring out classes for the next two years is going to be crazy. that's what i'm doing right now. and it's driving me crazy.
econ is fine i think. i'm understanding the material for the most part. handed in a midterm today that took forever but for the most part i think i understood it. but i dont know.
political philosophy is really interesting. i hated the class from the beginning but i think it's more that i didn't care for plato or socrates or aristotle. now that we're getting into machiavelli, hobbes and locke, it's a lot more interesting. and i really like my prof. i also didn't like him from the beginning but now i really do. but we have a paper due on thurs that i won't get to till wed night. but oh well.
math. wow. i never listen to people. i really should not have taken structures. bad idea. i'm incredibly lost and far behind. hopefully tommorrow night, i'm going to do a billion hours of math and get caught up. and maybe even understand it. cuz i have a take home exam that i get on friday. and i need to do somewhat well on that.
and i got 4.5 hours of sleep last night due to my radio show. which is fine, but i haven't had a chance to nap at all today so i'm incredibly tired. and i'm trying to figure out my class schedule and do some econ work. hopefully i'll get at least one of those done tonight.
i just need to relax right now. i can feel my shoulders tensing up. but i'm tired. stressed about my future. stressed about the end of the term. confused about this one boy. and tired.
despite all of this stress, life is actually going well. i'm happy. but stressed and tired.
love to all.
i decided recently that i wanted to do the political economy concentration. now i'm not sure if i can fit it all in to my schedule. i really hope i can. figuring out classes for the next two years is going to be crazy. that's what i'm doing right now. and it's driving me crazy.
econ is fine i think. i'm understanding the material for the most part. handed in a midterm today that took forever but for the most part i think i understood it. but i dont know.
political philosophy is really interesting. i hated the class from the beginning but i think it's more that i didn't care for plato or socrates or aristotle. now that we're getting into machiavelli, hobbes and locke, it's a lot more interesting. and i really like my prof. i also didn't like him from the beginning but now i really do. but we have a paper due on thurs that i won't get to till wed night. but oh well.
math. wow. i never listen to people. i really should not have taken structures. bad idea. i'm incredibly lost and far behind. hopefully tommorrow night, i'm going to do a billion hours of math and get caught up. and maybe even understand it. cuz i have a take home exam that i get on friday. and i need to do somewhat well on that.
and i got 4.5 hours of sleep last night due to my radio show. which is fine, but i haven't had a chance to nap at all today so i'm incredibly tired. and i'm trying to figure out my class schedule and do some econ work. hopefully i'll get at least one of those done tonight.
i just need to relax right now. i can feel my shoulders tensing up. but i'm tired. stressed about my future. stressed about the end of the term. confused about this one boy. and tired.
despite all of this stress, life is actually going well. i'm happy. but stressed and tired.
love to all.