It is here.....
It's Friday, cookout at Andy's at 7:30, not sure what for, but I didn't ask questions. Monday is the day I am told Red should have a new transmission, a new USED transmission for me and new because it wont be this clunking piece of shit that's fucking screwing with me now.
I transfered money to my savings today while at work, I was happy to see it disapear from my spending of bullshit and watch it float over to the area of "savings". The concept of saving is so wierd to me LOL, how does it work again? Im lost...
So yeah I am saving for something nice for Christmas, a couple things I guess. I cant afford much as usual and I was already lookin around and the sales rep I was talking to asked me what I was looking at that particular item for, I said Christmas and she said wow, I like this guy, he is already planning Christmas shopping right now and mind you, this was earlier like a week ago. This aint even enough time, I mean maybe if I made like 3-4 grand a month then yes I'd have enough time to buy the things I wanted, hell if I made that much my credit card bills would be history in no time and then the things I want to buy would come quicker.
So tomorrow I know my plans even though I'd much rather be with my baby, but I cant as far as I know.She most likely wont be stepping foot in St.Pete/Clearwater till Monday and at that, I might not see her then, suck...
I almost cant wait for this weekend to be over so I can see next Friday already, damnit it's so long in between even though this week seemed pretty quick.I hope she can transfer to USF because that'd be so great to be able to drive through that all to familiar traffic for 30 minutes as I fly down 275. It'd be so easy to see her and the amount of things we could do together would be pretty big. Ft.Myers offers almost nothing to do, it does give quality time a bump up a notch, but when it's time to get out and have fun,you almost run out of things to do as soon as you close the door behind you lol, seriously it's not that bad, but damnit it still lacks everything this area has that's for sure. Round Up, tons of friends, lots of places to eat, the beaches, the amount of partying that happens, just everything!
I miss Tampa anyway, even with the damn traffic, idk I just spent so much of the last year there it was insane. I was there for the academy which I screwed up, but will overcome it when I go back, EMT school which was from July to Janurary(graduation), but I was in till like May or so because I screwed one test up, went back and passed it to finish school and I just had a ton of awesome times in Tampa. I miss that damn cold crisp air in the winter time when I am stuck in the center of the city walking around just snapping pictures.That's one thing I will always obsess over seriously..I just cant get enough of Tampa photography. It makes me miss the Mustang because I took some cool photo's of my friends car's there and well I didn't really ever get anything decent with mine before I started beating the car up, grrr that sucks. I had the car out there alot, but I didn't have the skills and or camera to get something really nice and now that I have a broken Mustang and a good working camera, I am screwed lol...go figure!
I dont know what's going on tonight, but I dont want to go to Round Up, Fridays are far too expensive for my ass because I like to drink and I dont have Brooke with me anyhow, I'd miss her more if I went so nooo go there. Winghouse? Party somewhere? idk... Seems like I am lost cause I'd definately be doing something with Brooke tonight if she was here.It's so akward knowing what you are going to do every weekend or at least know you dont have a clue what you will be doing, but that you will be clueless with your girl lol, and then not having her around and wondering what the hell there is to do, bleh that sucks!
Time to shower soon and get ready to do the bbq and Im confused as to why there is one on Friday night at Andy's, but again no questions asked..
Shower time....Im out
Chris Ryan
I transfered money to my savings today while at work, I was happy to see it disapear from my spending of bullshit and watch it float over to the area of "savings". The concept of saving is so wierd to me LOL, how does it work again? Im lost...
So yeah I am saving for something nice for Christmas, a couple things I guess. I cant afford much as usual and I was already lookin around and the sales rep I was talking to asked me what I was looking at that particular item for, I said Christmas and she said wow, I like this guy, he is already planning Christmas shopping right now and mind you, this was earlier like a week ago. This aint even enough time, I mean maybe if I made like 3-4 grand a month then yes I'd have enough time to buy the things I wanted, hell if I made that much my credit card bills would be history in no time and then the things I want to buy would come quicker.
So tomorrow I know my plans even though I'd much rather be with my baby, but I cant as far as I know.She most likely wont be stepping foot in St.Pete/Clearwater till Monday and at that, I might not see her then, suck...
I almost cant wait for this weekend to be over so I can see next Friday already, damnit it's so long in between even though this week seemed pretty quick.I hope she can transfer to USF because that'd be so great to be able to drive through that all to familiar traffic for 30 minutes as I fly down 275. It'd be so easy to see her and the amount of things we could do together would be pretty big. Ft.Myers offers almost nothing to do, it does give quality time a bump up a notch, but when it's time to get out and have fun,you almost run out of things to do as soon as you close the door behind you lol, seriously it's not that bad, but damnit it still lacks everything this area has that's for sure. Round Up, tons of friends, lots of places to eat, the beaches, the amount of partying that happens, just everything!
I miss Tampa anyway, even with the damn traffic, idk I just spent so much of the last year there it was insane. I was there for the academy which I screwed up, but will overcome it when I go back, EMT school which was from July to Janurary(graduation), but I was in till like May or so because I screwed one test up, went back and passed it to finish school and I just had a ton of awesome times in Tampa. I miss that damn cold crisp air in the winter time when I am stuck in the center of the city walking around just snapping pictures.That's one thing I will always obsess over seriously..I just cant get enough of Tampa photography. It makes me miss the Mustang because I took some cool photo's of my friends car's there and well I didn't really ever get anything decent with mine before I started beating the car up, grrr that sucks. I had the car out there alot, but I didn't have the skills and or camera to get something really nice and now that I have a broken Mustang and a good working camera, I am screwed lol...go figure!
I dont know what's going on tonight, but I dont want to go to Round Up, Fridays are far too expensive for my ass because I like to drink and I dont have Brooke with me anyhow, I'd miss her more if I went so nooo go there. Winghouse? Party somewhere? idk... Seems like I am lost cause I'd definately be doing something with Brooke tonight if she was here.It's so akward knowing what you are going to do every weekend or at least know you dont have a clue what you will be doing, but that you will be clueless with your girl lol, and then not having her around and wondering what the hell there is to do, bleh that sucks!
Time to shower soon and get ready to do the bbq and Im confused as to why there is one on Friday night at Andy's, but again no questions asked..
Shower time....Im out
Chris Ryan