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Christmas is about giving and feeling good. . .i cant give or recieve much down here, especially if i am not happy. If i was still or did get up north then there would be much giving and happiness.
As the hours pass away i grow even sadder within, i fear my fascade will fall and all shall see the withering one within. There is no snow, no beauty, no real world down here. However, i'm fucking stuck in this shithole of a place called Florida for 3 more years *disgruntled*
i got to thinking more of the fascist/vigilante part of me....and 1/3 of the species comes to yourself and two others....perhaps 1/4 would be a better thing instead.....it isn't that they should die or be seperate, but rather enslaved or cease to exist and be "erased"
there are a few people that dont understand why i would do such things to certain people or even to "hate" them. this one person is all trying to get me to talk through a median, but the median is pascifistic and so who knows the story he got told...if ever he did.
there is only one thing i'd ever like...how does Jim put it...something along the lines of "kids smiling and a day with my woman". I dont have either....it's a long road ahead to that point. i'm a compassionate person i'm a vessel for all that is lovely to flow through.
my eyes are now at 50% for "registering" twigs.. .. ..dont ask unless you want a crazy talk.
some people just need to drop a few pounds.
p.s. if there is a savior out there...please get ahold of me.
As the hours pass away i grow even sadder within, i fear my fascade will fall and all shall see the withering one within. There is no snow, no beauty, no real world down here. However, i'm fucking stuck in this shithole of a place called Florida for 3 more years *disgruntled*
i got to thinking more of the fascist/vigilante part of me....and 1/3 of the species comes to yourself and two others....perhaps 1/4 would be a better thing instead.....it isn't that they should die or be seperate, but rather enslaved or cease to exist and be "erased"
there are a few people that dont understand why i would do such things to certain people or even to "hate" them. this one person is all trying to get me to talk through a median, but the median is pascifistic and so who knows the story he got told...if ever he did.
there is only one thing i'd ever like...how does Jim put it...something along the lines of "kids smiling and a day with my woman". I dont have either....it's a long road ahead to that point. i'm a compassionate person i'm a vessel for all that is lovely to flow through.
my eyes are now at 50% for "registering" twigs.. .. ..dont ask unless you want a crazy talk.
some people just need to drop a few pounds.
p.s. if there is a savior out there...please get ahold of me.