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Its time to update...
Family.. well, everything is ok i guess. Im not really happy with myself, as many of my CLOSE friends migh know i got to work literally every fucking day of the week... Its ok though on top of that i dont get paid just yet with makes me feel useless. At times it doesnr bother me because of the fact that its family and i have to support them as much as i can. I love my family dont get me wrong, but then again but there are moment where i just want to scream so yeah . Maybe, I'm acting a bit psycho. But then again im just writing down what i feel.
Friends.. I love them to death they're the best and recently i made up with one of my friends that believe it or not we've known eachother since we were practiacally sperms.. lmao.. thats how she puts it.. I love her.. you kow who you are. Then again on of my very close friends who i consider more than a best friend , maybe even a sister that i never had her mom rrecently passed away exactly two weeks ago. RIP Estrellita Espinoza That has impacted me sooo much and as dumb as it sounds it has brought my mom and i closer than ever. Unfortunately it took something so devastating to bring us back to how we used to be. I love my mom, and she's the best even though there are many.. but i mean many times where i think she's annoying as hell, i know that in the very bottom of my heart i love her soo0o mucho mucho. So yeah back to my friend Taty, oh man, it just crushed my heart and i just couldnt believe it when i found out. She's in a better place now. With all respect and my heart i can say that she was a great mom, she was always there for her daughter and gave her 100% to her,. So now, i'm just hurt at the fact that death is not something to be happy about and it could happen to anyone of us.. at any moment and its something in life that we have to prepared for but in reality when worst come sto worst we arent prepared for it.. no matter how strong we try to be.
Hubbi:.. Like every relationship we have our ups and downs like a carousel, but..then again love conquers all i really dont want to go in much detail about this, because well, its not something i should be exposing out there either.. I love him so0o00 much though and i will always love him.. He's my first love and damn .. i have never given my heart to anyone .. so yeah Im extremely happy with him.. and wel this is to mi hubbi....
"I love you vm3 mucho mucho till death do us part" <-- thats our little thing.... i love him...
Me.. I'm very emo. these past days. and it sucks.. Yes as many of those who simply know me know that im a cry baby, and that i basically cry for everything so what for all you that talk shit guess what i dont give a fuckk and fuck off.. Really but crying is something i do that makes me feel better plus it cleanses, my eyes.. lol.. ô¿ô its true though. I think its because im just overwhelmed with emotions that in the end.. i explode and thats the way i explode.. which is a good way in my opinion.
Well, there goes your update for those who care to read my journal and for those nosy people i hope you're entertained.. and if not well too bad fuck off..
mayzi & willie till detah do us part cont.. 09-22-04
Family.. well, everything is ok i guess. Im not really happy with myself, as many of my CLOSE friends migh know i got to work literally every fucking day of the week... Its ok though on top of that i dont get paid just yet with makes me feel useless. At times it doesnr bother me because of the fact that its family and i have to support them as much as i can. I love my family dont get me wrong, but then again but there are moment where i just want to scream so yeah . Maybe, I'm acting a bit psycho. But then again im just writing down what i feel.
Friends.. I love them to death they're the best and recently i made up with one of my friends that believe it or not we've known eachother since we were practiacally sperms.. lmao.. thats how she puts it.. I love her.. you kow who you are. Then again on of my very close friends who i consider more than a best friend , maybe even a sister that i never had her mom rrecently passed away exactly two weeks ago. RIP Estrellita Espinoza That has impacted me sooo much and as dumb as it sounds it has brought my mom and i closer than ever. Unfortunately it took something so devastating to bring us back to how we used to be. I love my mom, and she's the best even though there are many.. but i mean many times where i think she's annoying as hell, i know that in the very bottom of my heart i love her soo0o mucho mucho. So yeah back to my friend Taty, oh man, it just crushed my heart and i just couldnt believe it when i found out. She's in a better place now. With all respect and my heart i can say that she was a great mom, she was always there for her daughter and gave her 100% to her,. So now, i'm just hurt at the fact that death is not something to be happy about and it could happen to anyone of us.. at any moment and its something in life that we have to prepared for but in reality when worst come sto worst we arent prepared for it.. no matter how strong we try to be.
Hubbi:.. Like every relationship we have our ups and downs like a carousel, but..then again love conquers all i really dont want to go in much detail about this, because well, its not something i should be exposing out there either.. I love him so0o00 much though and i will always love him.. He's my first love and damn .. i have never given my heart to anyone .. so yeah Im extremely happy with him.. and wel this is to mi hubbi....
"I love you vm3 mucho mucho till death do us part" <-- thats our little thing.... i love him...
Me.. I'm very emo. these past days. and it sucks.. Yes as many of those who simply know me know that im a cry baby, and that i basically cry for everything so what for all you that talk shit guess what i dont give a fuckk and fuck off.. Really but crying is something i do that makes me feel better plus it cleanses, my eyes.. lol.. ô¿ô its true though. I think its because im just overwhelmed with emotions that in the end.. i explode and thats the way i explode.. which is a good way in my opinion.
Well, there goes your update for those who care to read my journal and for those nosy people i hope you're entertained.. and if not well too bad fuck off..
mayzi & willie till detah do us part cont.. 09-22-04