Feb 03, 2006 01:02
I'm the most vulnerable I've been in a while and it's actually scary. I want to give this a chance. Give him a chance. We're in a state of limbo. Everything is out in the open but it's up to one of us to come forward and say something concrete. But I certainly won't. At least not until I have some liquor in my system tomorrow night...
He's hyperactive. talks too fast. opens every conversation with the same three questions. fumbles around. drops his phone. almost knocks me over in the caf. pretends he needs tutoring for music. brings up processed meat when there's a pause in the conversation. rocks my chair back and forth. gets interviewd by BET and says he hasn't heard of it but "loves bob marley"...<3
But that's HIM. He's unlike anyone I've ever met...and... I'm pretty much head over heels. There are not many people who can make me laugh so hard I cry and want to change the world all in the same sitting. I want to sit here and list every reason why this won't work out but I'll give it a break this time. I should maybe, in his words, "have a little faith."
=)