Jan 23, 2005 21:23
This weekend was just so nice. And if you could see me right now, I'm smiling, and i like it. it felt so good to let go, and break the monotony of the norm with some friends. Plus, i learned a lot about someone that i'm getting kinda close to, and i think at least the next few months are going to be pretty good for me. And as much as i usually set myself up for disappointment, it's time to just have a positive outlook, and put my behind in the past... i'll be careful, so as not to get too hurt, but i'll enjoy it all the same. Hopefully, as far as everything else goes, nothing has changed drastically. but if it has, i think im willing to handle it, and i think ill be just fine if i have to close the pages of the past and just open some new ones. What's going to happen after the end of this year anyway? i might as well just get used to changes right now. ive seen what college can do to people, even indirectly, so ill just be prepared for whatever. i'll know who really cares in the end. what an interesting year this has been thus far, and i know we havent seen the end. a couple days ago, i was dreading the rest of this year, but today...bring it on. i've got hopes, ive got dreams, i've got the faith that good things will happen for me, i have those closest to me, and that's all i need for now. till next time, keep dreaming.