Just the latest...
Wow... things have been very busy lately. School still sucks and I can't wait to get out, but I was thinking about it yesterday... and that is going to be soooo weird to finally graduate and be out on my own. I am not sure if I am going to live at home or get an apartment near school... I may have a roommate, but that has to be on the DL for a while. We will see what happens. Don't wanna jinx anything! haha... Mott is still Mott and we still have the usual drama plus some. But it seems to have died down a little bit, thank God. Or maybe it's just because it's not involving me anymore. I am so happy that is the case!
In other news... dance is going well. I dont know... it just seems like the season should just be over like tomorrow.. competition has lost its appeal and I am not really looking forward to it as much as I should I guess. I dont know... I just feel a little apprehensive going into competitive mode because I dont want to get my hopes up, I know we wont do well, not because of our team, but because it's completely based on politics, and Warren Mott, unfortunately... does not happen to be on the top of the Dance Team Priority List. :( Sad, but true. We will just have to satisfy ourselves and do well for us, not for the competition. Year after year, that seems to be the situation. Whatever! Nationals is not in our schedule this year, unfortunately.. I love Nationals.. get to go back home!
But... that's ok, I am going there for Spring Break! Yay! Sooo excited. Makin' my flight plans this week! I can not wait to get down there and see Ash and Britt, Mark, friends from school, my whole extended family ( Ash and Britt's family haha )But, that should be really fun, I am definitely looking forward to it big time.
In other areas of the life... romantics do not currently play a part in my life, partially because I just don't want them to, and partially because it can't happen. I dont know, like things are so confusing, and I feel like if I elaborate in here things will get all twisted around, but basically... I got myself into a situation that was screaming.. "NO! DON'T DO IT!", but I did it anyway and now I am stuck and my feelings just won't change. I dont know, things suck in that department. But.. Bo and I are still friends, to an extent and that is cool, I dont know.. things in that situation are messed up too. As usual. Communcation is lacking right now, and that is a first. We were always good with explaining how we were feeling, right now it just seems like it's too hard to explain how we feel cause we both know that its just a long conversation that neither of us want to have. So.. I dont know, whatever happens there will be crazy.
I miss my girls though.. Chuch and Kristyn!! I haven't seen you girls in a long time... we need to hang out.
All right well.. got a new cell number.. so call me! 586 306 6320..I'm out!
Basketball games start soon, so everyone be out there supporting!!
P.S. We performed at the Student vs. Staff game this past Friday... that was fun, I messed up BIG TIME, but oh well... students lost :( 52-48.
In other news... dance is going well. I dont know... it just seems like the season should just be over like tomorrow.. competition has lost its appeal and I am not really looking forward to it as much as I should I guess. I dont know... I just feel a little apprehensive going into competitive mode because I dont want to get my hopes up, I know we wont do well, not because of our team, but because it's completely based on politics, and Warren Mott, unfortunately... does not happen to be on the top of the Dance Team Priority List. :( Sad, but true. We will just have to satisfy ourselves and do well for us, not for the competition. Year after year, that seems to be the situation. Whatever! Nationals is not in our schedule this year, unfortunately.. I love Nationals.. get to go back home!
But... that's ok, I am going there for Spring Break! Yay! Sooo excited. Makin' my flight plans this week! I can not wait to get down there and see Ash and Britt, Mark, friends from school, my whole extended family ( Ash and Britt's family haha )But, that should be really fun, I am definitely looking forward to it big time.
In other areas of the life... romantics do not currently play a part in my life, partially because I just don't want them to, and partially because it can't happen. I dont know, like things are so confusing, and I feel like if I elaborate in here things will get all twisted around, but basically... I got myself into a situation that was screaming.. "NO! DON'T DO IT!", but I did it anyway and now I am stuck and my feelings just won't change. I dont know, things suck in that department. But.. Bo and I are still friends, to an extent and that is cool, I dont know.. things in that situation are messed up too. As usual. Communcation is lacking right now, and that is a first. We were always good with explaining how we were feeling, right now it just seems like it's too hard to explain how we feel cause we both know that its just a long conversation that neither of us want to have. So.. I dont know, whatever happens there will be crazy.
I miss my girls though.. Chuch and Kristyn!! I haven't seen you girls in a long time... we need to hang out.
All right well.. got a new cell number.. so call me! 586 306 6320..I'm out!
Basketball games start soon, so everyone be out there supporting!!
P.S. We performed at the Student vs. Staff game this past Friday... that was fun, I messed up BIG TIME, but oh well... students lost :( 52-48.