Wow... these past couple weeks have been crazzzy...
Well.. I don't even know anymore what to do. I am so lost between emotions. I want to do the right thing, and I want to be a smart person and make the right choices, but sometimes being bad is so much more inviting. How terrible, right? I can't help it. I just want to do what I want and not have to think about the reprocussions. ( sp?- Sorry Scottie, I don't know if I spelled that right )... Anyway, yeah, so I am beginning to wonder why I even let myself think that certain things will work and that it WILL be ok, because deep down inside there somewhere.. I KNOW it won't be ok, and I KNOW it will blow up in both of our faces. But, ya know what, I'm kind of sick of over-analyzing and thinking about everything, I just want to do whatever I want and move on. Like that would ever happen! That would make life wayyy too easy. Whatever! Halloween really was not THAT great. I was an M&M.. that was cute. But Nina's ended up being a disaster and I feel bad for her. Like... the whole fight and everything, how 3rd grade-ish. I really do feel bad. People love the drama and that's so ridiculous. No one can just hang out and get along... simply impossible. Well... I just wanted to get a few things out, I don't feel like writing anything personal or anything, not in the mood. But, I will leave you with something interesting... these are rules Mr. Zautcke (my spanish teacher for those of you who do not know) passes out every year to his students... I love them... females-- print them out and give them to your significant other if you feel he needs a little reality check.. haha..
The FEMALE always makes THE RULES!!
THE RULES are subject to change without prior notification.
No MALE can possibly know all THE RULES.
If the FEMALE suspects the MALE knows all THE RULES she must immediately change some or all THE RULES.
The FEMALE is never wrong.
If the FEMALE is wrong, it is due to a misunderstanding which as a direct result of something the MALE did or said wrong.
The FEMALE may change her mind at any time.
The MALE must never change his mind without the expressed written consent of the FEMALE.
The FEMALE has every right to be angry or upset at any time.
The MALE must remain calm at all times unless the FEMALE wants him to be angry and/or upset.
The FEMALE must, under no circumstances, let the MALE know whether or not she wants him to be angry and/or upse.
The MALE is expected to mind read.
The FEMALE is ready when SHE is ready.
The MALE must be ready at all times.
Any attempt to document THE RULES could result in bodily harm.
The MALE who doesn't abide by THE RULES and can't take the heat, lacks backbone, and is a WIMP!!!
How sweet! Gotta love it! :) See you all later... Love ya!
The FEMALE always makes THE RULES!!
THE RULES are subject to change without prior notification.
No MALE can possibly know all THE RULES.
If the FEMALE suspects the MALE knows all THE RULES she must immediately change some or all THE RULES.
The FEMALE is never wrong.
If the FEMALE is wrong, it is due to a misunderstanding which as a direct result of something the MALE did or said wrong.
The FEMALE may change her mind at any time.
The MALE must never change his mind without the expressed written consent of the FEMALE.
The FEMALE has every right to be angry or upset at any time.
The MALE must remain calm at all times unless the FEMALE wants him to be angry and/or upset.
The FEMALE must, under no circumstances, let the MALE know whether or not she wants him to be angry and/or upse.
The MALE is expected to mind read.
The FEMALE is ready when SHE is ready.
The MALE must be ready at all times.
Any attempt to document THE RULES could result in bodily harm.
The MALE who doesn't abide by THE RULES and can't take the heat, lacks backbone, and is a WIMP!!!
How sweet! Gotta love it! :) See you all later... Love ya!