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Sep 22, 2006 09:47

I talked to a friend from Owu on the phone yesterday and let me tell you what. She made me feel sooo much better about my decision about not going back to Owu. See, I decided that it wasn't the right school, but since I didn't know where I wanted to go I'm taking a year off.

Well, she said she was proud of me, that's the first time someone has ever said that to me about this. She said that it takes more courage for someone to NOT go to college then for someone to go to college. And you know what...that's so true.

I grew up thinking that right after high school you HAVE TO go to college, there's no other way. Well, now everything has changed. I feel that if you are doing what makes you happy, whether you're in college or not, then it's fine. As long as you're doing what God made you to do, that's what's important.

And she also told me that people have been talking about me, like how they miss me. And I can't tell you how much that means to me. She said my name has been coming up in conversations lately about how I'm missed.

Gosh I miss those people! I have to keep reminding myself and them, that I left OWU for academic reasons, that it wasn't the right school. But I had soooo much fun when I was there. That it sucks sometimes being home and hearing all the fun stories, and seeing all the pictures, and just wishing that I could be there again, that I could be a little kid again. But instead I'm an adult, I have responsibilities.

I MISS THEM.

Everyone is back at school. My friends from home are going too. Now grant it, Tiff and Derek are only going to UC, but they're going. I have to keep reminding myself that I'm doing to the right thing. The right thing for me.

I recently got promoted at King's Island, and now I'm a supervisor in vending.
Also, I work as a teacher's assistant (since I can't be a teacher yet) at The Village PreSchool....and I kinda wanna shove it in Dr. Katz's face, he was my education teacher who failed me...but look at me now...I'm doing what you thought I couldn't do....SUCK IT!!!!! hahaha.
Soon I might be getting a babysitting job. I'm not sure yet. Maybe I'll work in a restaurant. I have no clue.
I have no money.
The one good thing about having no money, is that I have a boyfriend who pays whenever we go out. haha.

He's so good to me. His friends always say he's whipped. And when I told that to Tiff, she told me that I was whipped too. We just like to make each other happy. Is there anything wrong with that?! He's a good guy. I like him. And it's been one month today! We've dated for a whole month. Sorry, but that's a long time for me.

Oh and some other good news. I'm preaching the sermon on Sunday at Church. My dad will be gone and he asked me if I would do it.
That's a big deal if you haven't figured that out yet. hahah. I wuv it.

So anyways, Derek and I are going to Mitchell's Fish Market for dinner tonight and then a movie!!!! I'm oober excited.

LOVES IT
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