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Dec 11, 2005 12:40

Sometimes, my dad makes me really really angry. The man has never been what I would call an exceptional father, if I need money, he has it. That my friends, is that man's role in life. I honestly don't think he gives two shits about me. He's always telling me to stop wasting my money, and live with him, except I don't want too. Then there's times when he really irks me, and friday at work was one of those days. I come in and he tells me he needs to talk to me, then he tells me I can't talk to Todd, and why would I tell Todd we lie? He wouldn't even listen to me about it. So I walked out pissed as all hell. First off, Todd has never told ANYONE what we talk about. So our next conclusion is it was Sarah who said something. So I spent the rest of the day not speaking to anyone at work, b/c I have nothing to say to them. Plus, when my dad yells at me, I want to just sit down and cry. But I don't, b/c I hate crying, especially in front of others. Then Todd and I debated the possibility that dad knows we talk talk. Which in my opinion doesn't matter, I'm 21, I never go over my minutes, and blah blah blah. Todd only calls after 9, and on weekends. Plus, dad doesn't know his number (although I could give my dad credit, and see if he knows 630 is an ORD area code, but I won't). It's just we can't have this argument, I will win. I'm old enough, and Todd and I are just friends, nothing more. The man dated some whore in New Jersey (in fact, let's rephrase he cheated on my mom with her). So after the divorce instead of spending time with my dad, I spent friday evenings in the airport waiting on that bitch to arrive. I'm sorry, it's just, he didn't even listen to me. Then he pulls Uncle Tom in his office and five min later Tom is telling me to call Todd. Um, excuse me? There's days when I don't mind my dysfunctional family, but sometimes, I just wish we were normal, and my dad actually listened to me. But I suppose that's asking too much.
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