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I wish I knew what to do about Todd. There's part of me (the logical part) that says hey retard he's in Chicago. Do you want to start something with someone in CHICAGO?! Besides, you and dating do not mix. In the end you just lose not only the guy, but most of your friends, and everyone's upset with you. Right?
Then there's the other half (the stupid half) that says well..it's only Chicago, and hell plane tix are cheap. Plus, I enjoy talking to him, a lot. We have the same sarcastic wit,the same attitude towards things in general. Not to mention he actually understands my job, which is HUGE. I have such a frustrating job, and I don't think anyone understands. So when I need to complain about it, it's nice that someone doenst' just brush me off. Plus, I like where he's at in life. He's older, so he has a job, house, car (who would've thought those would be nice qualities in a guy?lol). His job is important to him, but he still parties on the weekend. He was also cheated on, so he'll never do me wrong (at least like that). And Granted this is all theoretical, since we have to meet, I just have been so much thinking about everything right now. I don't know, I guess we'll have to wait and see. I told Todd maybe we shouldn't talk, but he called me ridiculous, so I guess that answered that one. I told him that since he falls asleep by 8 every night, I technically didn't even need to say anything :-p. We'll see. If anything, at least I'll get to go to chicago! Now! Who wants to drop me off to the airport?!
Then there's the other half (the stupid half) that says well..it's only Chicago, and hell plane tix are cheap. Plus, I enjoy talking to him, a lot. We have the same sarcastic wit,the same attitude towards things in general. Not to mention he actually understands my job, which is HUGE. I have such a frustrating job, and I don't think anyone understands. So when I need to complain about it, it's nice that someone doenst' just brush me off. Plus, I like where he's at in life. He's older, so he has a job, house, car (who would've thought those would be nice qualities in a guy?lol). His job is important to him, but he still parties on the weekend. He was also cheated on, so he'll never do me wrong (at least like that). And Granted this is all theoretical, since we have to meet, I just have been so much thinking about everything right now. I don't know, I guess we'll have to wait and see. I told Todd maybe we shouldn't talk, but he called me ridiculous, so I guess that answered that one. I told him that since he falls asleep by 8 every night, I technically didn't even need to say anything :-p. We'll see. If anything, at least I'll get to go to chicago! Now! Who wants to drop me off to the airport?!