why even bother

[goodbye_smiles]

NOTE:
i need a life
if you dont want yours.
hand it over cause i need it...
i have nothing to do
i dont have my phone right now
and that sucks ass
just cause i gave her an attitude
ive noticed i havent updated but oh well
doesnt matter anyways
back to HER
shes still oh so very wrong
i shouldnt have to take my brothers
everywhere i go and they shouldnt
have to take me just because i have
oppritunities to have a life
doesnt mean that they dont
all they need to do is get out more
and just watch that ppl
are going to be asking them out to places
agh..but whats the point anymore.

"lets get fucked up and die,
I'm speaking figuratively, of course..
Like the last time that I committed suicide..
social suicide..
Yeah, so I'm already dead on the inside,
But I can still pretend with my
memories and photographs,
I have learned to love the lie."

thats all. thanks for not paying attention
stephanie