update

[goodbye_smiles]

i dont know what to do anymore.
hes there but not really
hes cute
but i have a boyfriend
and i feel dirty for starting tp like this other boy
and this feeling sucks cause i dont want to
hurt anyone
none whatsoever
it was never my intention
and now. im stuck at a fork in road
and i wish i could get help
but its impossible
i think ive put myself in the situation where if
i tell
i automatically loose either way
so why risk it???