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okay the last entry served no fucking purpose. i guess my IMAGINARY readers can dismiss it. but that really did happen. i still have a little more but who really gives a shit? no one cares about me. i just got out of the shower, i figured it was the only way to clean myself..and i don't mean physically...you IMAGINARY readers have no fucking IMAGINATION, then how the fuck are you IMAGINARY? that's fucked up. youre worse than i am. i didn't finish digging my tunnel..LMAO!! oh wow. that was a little random. it was also an inside joke. HA! you low lifes don't know what the hell im talking about. i need to get out more. but i cant. my "family" wont let me, then they wanna say that im "anitpatica". whatever the fuck that means. its in spanish..i think. anyways. im writing about nothing. thats what the fuck you get when you have no life. so...i like monkey..no one know who the hell he is either, oh well. i like him. haha, i gave him a fucking poem. that was stupid of me. STEPHANIE IS ALWAYS DOING STUPID SHIT, SO GET USED TO IT, ASSHOLES! yeap. i gave him like five that took me about two hours to write each one. and then that dumbfuck turned me down! after five days and five poems later....
monkey: stephanie, i like you poems
me: *silent*
monkey: you have the prettiest hair, your eyes are pretty too
me: *silent*...*looks up at him*
monkey: but i can't go with you cause..*blocked out the reason*, but we can still be friends right?
me: *looks up*...*silent*
monkey stopped walking and i kept going....
i actually cried..that was another stupid thing i did cause the bastard was in the same class. everybody fucking noticed me that one time. he stared at me and i stared back with me watery ass eyes. that was fucked up cause i really didn't want him to look at me like that..i think he thinks he hurt me. he did. but it WAS his choice. i forgive him. but he still thinks that i hate him..i don't hate people, not one.wait. i need to be more specific. I DONT HATE ANYONE FROM SCHOOL. ill close this cause im scared i might say more than i should.
monkey: stephanie, i like you poems
me: *silent*
monkey: you have the prettiest hair, your eyes are pretty too
me: *silent*...*looks up at him*
monkey: but i can't go with you cause..*blocked out the reason*, but we can still be friends right?
me: *looks up*...*silent*
monkey stopped walking and i kept going....
i actually cried..that was another stupid thing i did cause the bastard was in the same class. everybody fucking noticed me that one time. he stared at me and i stared back with me watery ass eyes. that was fucked up cause i really didn't want him to look at me like that..i think he thinks he hurt me. he did. but it WAS his choice. i forgive him. but he still thinks that i hate him..i don't hate people, not one.wait. i need to be more specific. I DONT HATE ANYONE FROM SCHOOL. ill close this cause im scared i might say more than i should.