(i could go all night)

May 28, 2005 21:33

yesterday was extremely eventful.

first off, keeping things descreet, i'm not an angry person at all. but when certain people i strongly dislike make it a strong point in their life to piss me off, act stuck up and spiteful towards me for no reason, and say stupid shit to me that isn't true, just to make them feel better about themselves, then i have a problem. i've gone out of my way to avoid this person and the problems that come with interacting with them, and this one thing yesterday was the last straw. i thought everything out, and was going to confront them calmly and rationally, but one thing led to another, and just looking at them, i exploded with an attack of insults and yelling and cursing. all she did was sit there and this pitiful little smirk formed on her face. that's what made me mad the most. how she could be so pathetic, self absorbed and manipulative. i've been able to just turn my head, and not pay attention to her stupid behavior, but it's just unbearable now. and after what a scene i made, i feel like an idiot, but i do feel alot better. i needed to let everything out, and i did. i never thought i would ever get so angry at someone and say such things that i did, but it's done and over with. i'm really anticipating summer, so i won't have to deal with her shit.

on the other hand, after school yesterday i went to get my hair cut at rontal salon. i absolutely love it there. i'm definitely coming back in a few weeks to get my hair re-colored. i got about 4 inches cut off, so now my hair is a little longer than shoulder length. i really like it, i think i might actually want to go a little shorter. i'm not sure yet. we'll have to see. my mom also bought a new hair straightener.. $110 bucks. it's really good though. i love it.

i went to the movies with travis last night. i guess you could call it a date. i had a great time! we saw the new star wars movie. i really loved it, it was by far the darkest, most emotional episode. i cried when padme died. we went to taco bell afterwards and just talked for a while. my mom and tommy came in later to pick me up, and we all sat down together and visted for a few minutes. they really like travis, and so do i. i'm really glad i met him and i can't wait to get to know him more. he's great, i could definitely see myself dating him.

nicole's party is tomorrow! angel and i are going up to los osos at about 1PM. i still need to get her birthday present. we both made her cakes, and are putting 8 candles on each, because it's her sweet sixteen. we're going to spend the night and go to the grad together. (travis is also going tomorrow!) i absolutely can't wait! i haven't hung out with angel in a long time, and i've never hung out with nicole so this should be really fun. i'm excited!

other than that, nothing else has been going on. that's my update. i really hate how long my entries are, i guess i should just write more often and then i'll write less, lol. i doubt anyone reads this anyways. i never get any comments anymore.
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