you are the song i know.
this week is going by so slowly. i think it's because it's towards the end of the school year, finals are coming up and everyone is just dreading doing assignments. i know that i am. only ten more days left until summer vacation though, so i'm sure that i'll survive. we get our yearbooks next tuesday, i can't wait. yearbooks are the best part of any school year, to me. signing them and making memories for years to come, i love them.
tomorrow through monday should be a blast. i'm going to farmers market tomorrow night with nick, seth, jill, diana, and a few other people. then, on friday, i'm going on a date with travis to the movies and then we're going to go eat afterwards. i'm SO excited for that. saturday is the strawberry festival, i'm not sure who i'm going with. probably madison & a few others. then on sunday, angel and i are going over to nicole's house for her birthday, getting ready and going to the grad, then spending the night. travis is also going to the grad! then on monday i think i'm going to the beach with diana, madison, kristin, and hopefully nick and a few others. i invited travis also. lol.
this should definitely be a fun weekend. i'm so stoked.
i kind of dislike how i go from liking one guy to another, over a short period of time. nick and i have talked about this, and i think it's because i haven't found the "right guy" yet. one that catches my eye and is true, and someone who i'm so in like with, that that's it for me. sure, i've felt that way about certain guys, but it's never been reciporicated, and whenever it has, it's for a short while or some kind of joke, or for some other stupid reason. but here i am again, taking yet another chance at getting to know someone, dating, whatever you will call it. it seems as if i'm getting over the last "flavor of the week" i find a new one just like that, out of coincidence. i don't ask for it, it just happens. i've learned to take my time, not get attatched too quickly, and get to know the person well. those are the exact precautions i've been taking, and i pray that they don't backfire on me. after going through the motions so many times, and coming out with absoultely nothing is discouraging, but after being wrong so many times, you're bound to be right sometime soon, right? i'm pretty sure that i'll be right about something soon. maybe even about this, about him. you never know, only time will tell. i hope that everything will work out for the absolute best this time. i'm not getting my hopes up, and i'm not attatching myself. i'm testing out the waters for a while before i decide to take the plunge and dive in, completely blind. hopefully he'll pass the test, and things won't end before they even begin, like usual.
i'll leave myself with that thought.
tomorrow through monday should be a blast. i'm going to farmers market tomorrow night with nick, seth, jill, diana, and a few other people. then, on friday, i'm going on a date with travis to the movies and then we're going to go eat afterwards. i'm SO excited for that. saturday is the strawberry festival, i'm not sure who i'm going with. probably madison & a few others. then on sunday, angel and i are going over to nicole's house for her birthday, getting ready and going to the grad, then spending the night. travis is also going to the grad! then on monday i think i'm going to the beach with diana, madison, kristin, and hopefully nick and a few others. i invited travis also. lol.
this should definitely be a fun weekend. i'm so stoked.
i kind of dislike how i go from liking one guy to another, over a short period of time. nick and i have talked about this, and i think it's because i haven't found the "right guy" yet. one that catches my eye and is true, and someone who i'm so in like with, that that's it for me. sure, i've felt that way about certain guys, but it's never been reciporicated, and whenever it has, it's for a short while or some kind of joke, or for some other stupid reason. but here i am again, taking yet another chance at getting to know someone, dating, whatever you will call it. it seems as if i'm getting over the last "flavor of the week" i find a new one just like that, out of coincidence. i don't ask for it, it just happens. i've learned to take my time, not get attatched too quickly, and get to know the person well. those are the exact precautions i've been taking, and i pray that they don't backfire on me. after going through the motions so many times, and coming out with absoultely nothing is discouraging, but after being wrong so many times, you're bound to be right sometime soon, right? i'm pretty sure that i'll be right about something soon. maybe even about this, about him. you never know, only time will tell. i hope that everything will work out for the absolute best this time. i'm not getting my hopes up, and i'm not attatching myself. i'm testing out the waters for a while before i decide to take the plunge and dive in, completely blind. hopefully he'll pass the test, and things won't end before they even begin, like usual.
i'll leave myself with that thought.