ugh.

May 18, 2005 16:07

okay, so. maybe i overreacted about the whole thing. maybe i misinterpret everything. the fact is, i do. someone does/says something, and i start thinking, then completely go off on a tangent. it's absurd, and i hate it, but at the same time i gives me some sort of hope that i can hold onto for maybe a little while. just maybe. but i know that it would never work, i know for a fact. it's not supposed to be that way, and i KNOW it, but yet i keep thinking thoughts. well, i did. i'm completely done with the tangent thing. no more speculation. no more un-needed thoughts.

i cannot wait until school is over with. only three and a half more weeks left. i'm excited to get yearbooks, and excited to be done with freshman year soon. this summer is going to be great, i can feel it. i know that something great is going to happen. i want to get a job too, so i can earn some money and save up for a car, eventually.

the weather has been beautiful lately, again. kind of breezy, but still warm. i love it. my tan is really building up. it's great going to the beach on weekends with friends. it's the best feeling in the world.

<3
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