don't let her down..
i don't think there's a word to describe exactly how i feel. it's kind of a weird mixture of alot of things. giddy, anxious, confused, contemplating, amused, scared. an odd mixture at that. i'm feeling a thousand things at the same time.
i think i really do like this boy. he's so interesting, and extremely different from all the other guys i've dated/liked. i'm done with older guys. all they do is lie and break your heart, for the most part. thankfully, he's not older. i've known him for a few weeks, and as much as i'm trying to restraint, i can't help but to like him a little more each day. pretty much, he's constantly on my mind. it's horrible, and i end up smacking myself in the face and telling myself to come to my senses. i keep finding myself feeling bubbly and giddy, and although i like it, it does kind of scare me. although he likes me too (possibly more than i do), i'm hesitant. i really truly am. maybe i don't act like i am. i'm not sure. i always seem to give off the wrong signals, which are most often the exact opposite of what i want to be obvious. i know that i want to become better friends with him. i want establish even more of a connection with him before everything else. a foundation, if you will. as cheesy as it sounds i really do want to take things slowly. and i am. and i'm proud of myself for it.
i'm done.
i think i really do like this boy. he's so interesting, and extremely different from all the other guys i've dated/liked. i'm done with older guys. all they do is lie and break your heart, for the most part. thankfully, he's not older. i've known him for a few weeks, and as much as i'm trying to restraint, i can't help but to like him a little more each day. pretty much, he's constantly on my mind. it's horrible, and i end up smacking myself in the face and telling myself to come to my senses. i keep finding myself feeling bubbly and giddy, and although i like it, it does kind of scare me. although he likes me too (possibly more than i do), i'm hesitant. i really truly am. maybe i don't act like i am. i'm not sure. i always seem to give off the wrong signals, which are most often the exact opposite of what i want to be obvious. i know that i want to become better friends with him. i want establish even more of a connection with him before everything else. a foundation, if you will. as cheesy as it sounds i really do want to take things slowly. and i am. and i'm proud of myself for it.
i'm done.