ugh
it seems to be that life is getting so fucking difficult lately. it may be just me but i dunno. i thought that entering high school would be the greatest experience ever, from what i've heard. But what i really found was a school full of people who pretend to be mature, but only wish to escape on the inside. fake people suck.so i guess i suck because i feel like such a fucking fake person at this school. its crazy cuz its just unintentional to just act happy all the time...even if thats not how you feel. i wonder how people truly feel anyway? i dunno. im rambling about nothing and it IS stupid to have an online journal...but what can i say i cant live without one. its funny that im making this journal so much nicer then my real one. whatever....bye