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[goobergenes]

this is so fucking stupid
the game
and right now i fucking hate it more than anything
it's so fucking sleazy
and i felt sleazy last night inviting those guys over w/ marika
and then sending them home after a beer and a bit of chit chat
they expected more
and now i feel even more sleazy as the *not cute* girl walks upstairs
wearing nothing but kenny's t-shirt
interrupting my morning x-files
i mean, i didn't do anything last night
but it had such a desperately raw feeling
such strong overtones of cheap sex
do sex and emotion still co-exist?
will i ever find that again?