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Saturday.... got new shoes, which I wore out dancing and I totally love.
went out to pioneer square to dance w/ roomies and friends.
met a guy from NY...super cute, works for MS, new to Seattle, likes to dance (and actually doesn't do too bad for a white guy)......
seriously, how does
ok, so really chris and kenny met him first (i swear to god new yorkers can like smell each other or something) anyway, we ended up hanging out with ny guy (Kris) and his roommate (Rod?) til the club closed. i danced w/ Kris all night and then gave him my number...he clearly wanted to come home w/ me, but i said he couldn't. so we're waiting for chris and kenny outside the club and then the ny guys come out and so we all start talking again and chris, kenny, and i decide the night isn't over and head over to a diff. club that's open til 4 w/ ny guys. so we start dancing again and ny guy and i start making out again and i realize that at this point there's really no going back. by 3:30 chris is making out w/ a girl in the corner, kenny and ny guy's roommate are nowhere to be found and i am so ready to leave (as is ny guy). so we hitch a cab back my place and well.....let's just say we didn't get to sleep until about 5. slept in til around 10:45ish...but didn't get out of bed until 11:20. then he realized he had to pick up his younger bro in lk stevens at 12 so called his roomie to pick him up. we talked in the living room, he played w/ freeway (who actually liked him) and then gave me a hug and kiss and left. not really any awkwardness. not really any i'll call yous either, which could be a good or bad thing, given the many connotations associated w/ that phrase. definitely exchanged numbers. it was definitely good both drunk and sober. i guess i'm just not really sure what to do w/ the situation now. i know he's a great guy, super cute, super fun to hang out with, and i'd definitely kick it w/ him again. i also know any "relationship" w/ him would be doomed to failure for multiple reasons....he has several traits that would absolutely annoy the fuck out of me if i were to see him too frequently. but....i still sort of feel.....unsettled. like i really want him to call me if only so i can know i wasn't used more than i used him.... or something. i don't know. i guess i just never pictured myself as that girl.....and now i don't know what to do with it. how is it my roommates are more excited about me getting laid than i am? i repeat, how does this shit happen?