Sep 14, 2004 10:57
With my wasted youth...
I fucking HATE hurricanes. Damn Ivan! I have never wanted a guy to come more in my life! Hmph. They always leave you hangin'. Oh well. You know being in tally, i've come to realize that the most action I get in a week here is usually from the poprocks bursting in my throat. And thats sad. Cause I NEED sweet sweet lovin'. And I certainly can not drive to coral springs for booty calls. But you could always come here... mechanic andrew...wink wink nudge nudge... I am not calling travis and begging for him to come over... NO! I WILL NOT GIVE IN! I am not that weak...even though I do miss him like crazy. What I wouldnt give to hold him in my bed right now. Sigh.
I just want him to love me. How can you resist? He must have like jedi mind control or some shit like that.
Ok so I'm listening to music that claims to be gothic, but really its just some techno trance tune with a guy in the background who sounds like peewee herman pretending to be satan spouting out "Tonight you live in hell!" occassionally in accordance with the beat. So I changed it cause I couldnt take it anymore...Ok indigo girls much better.
I'm also contemplating becoming a lesbian. It seems so much easier and alot less stress. So far I've weighed my pros and cons and it works out perfect. The only issue being that I'm not attracted to women...BLAST.