Sep 10, 2006 13:46
i know i'm a leech.
i am a drain to society. taxes pay for my health insurance and my college
i'm a drain to the father that hasnt spoken to me since 5th grade. he called just so he could stop paying my child support (because $140/month is REAL support there, asshole...)
i'm a drain to my mom and stepdad who pay for my food, gas, truck, and phone.
hell, i'm a drain to GEICO...they've already shelled out something like $4,000 from this stupid accident (that has ruined my life)
the only thing going good for me is Anita, and she doesnt want to live with me. says shes going to live with her parents for the rest of her life.
her mother that cares more about her appearance and what others think about her, than about her as a person and a daughter.
hell, the only thing keeping me ALIVE right now is her. and i can't show her that.
i can't even take her out for her fucking birthday...i can't buy us dinner from mcdonalds!
i'm barely holding onto the threads of sanity now, and thats because of her. she is my connection.
yes, i'm a leech, thanks for pointing that out.