You were the best love I ever had, you hit me high, you hit me low.
Oh God. This fic just ripped my heart into a million pieces, in a way that no fic has for a long time.
And it completely defeated the point of Naruto fic while it was at it, because the whole reason I read fic is that I can't take canon, and this didn't help. I use fic for closure in that fandom, not for an extension of the same pain. Stupid fic.
Anyway, I'm a bit better today, but I still have endless cycles of fevers coming and then breaking, and my nose isn't so bad but now I have a cough, which does not mix well with a sore throat. Ugh, I hate being sick, it just gets so boring after a while. I hated missing Game Club, too.
. . . ASJHDGLSDGALKDSHFLADKSHGLKADSNGK FIC.
Augh. Okay, I can't cry, my nose is running enough already. It would be painful. Will not cry. Will not cry. BUT WITH THIS SONG OH GOD.
Okay, you know what's stupid? Sometimes I'm scrolling down the Naruto OST looking for something to listen to that I'm not kind of sick of, and I'll feel really brave and put on 'Sasuke ~Destiny~' and think OH THAT I CAN TAKE THAT JUST WATCH ME and by the time it gets to that one drum roll at -- let's see -- the 24-25th second, I'm shrieking and scrambling to turn it off before something inside me explodes. No, but really, I always want to listen to it because it's a good song, musically. Stupid humans and their attaching of emotional triggers to music. Though if I can make it past the first 40 seconds or so, I can get through the rest.
I need some crack. Right now. Luckily, my library is full of crack. Now I need some crackfic to go with it.
OH MAN, I forgot how funny Orochimaru's fight theme is. It's been so long since I listened to some of the Part 1 OST.
. . . I had actual stuff I wanted say before I started rambling about stupid shit, but I don't remember what it was.
Oh, oh, after some Severe Pain, I registered for courses. There might have to be changes, but as of now, it's:
Intro to Philosophy
Intermediate Spanish
Biology, Models, and Mathematics
Cellular and Molecular Biology
Ideologies and Social Movements in China's Modern Transformation
I have also officially determined that I hate registering for courses. It is such a bitch.
Omg, I need to get out of the house. I need to stop being sick so I can get out of the house.
And it completely defeated the point of Naruto fic while it was at it, because the whole reason I read fic is that I can't take canon, and this didn't help. I use fic for closure in that fandom, not for an extension of the same pain. Stupid fic.
Anyway, I'm a bit better today, but I still have endless cycles of fevers coming and then breaking, and my nose isn't so bad but now I have a cough, which does not mix well with a sore throat. Ugh, I hate being sick, it just gets so boring after a while. I hated missing Game Club, too.
. . . ASJHDGLSDGALKDSHFLADKSHGLKADSNGK FIC.
Augh. Okay, I can't cry, my nose is running enough already. It would be painful. Will not cry. Will not cry. BUT WITH THIS SONG OH GOD.
Okay, you know what's stupid? Sometimes I'm scrolling down the Naruto OST looking for something to listen to that I'm not kind of sick of, and I'll feel really brave and put on 'Sasuke ~Destiny~' and think OH THAT I CAN TAKE THAT JUST WATCH ME and by the time it gets to that one drum roll at -- let's see -- the 24-25th second, I'm shrieking and scrambling to turn it off before something inside me explodes. No, but really, I always want to listen to it because it's a good song, musically. Stupid humans and their attaching of emotional triggers to music. Though if I can make it past the first 40 seconds or so, I can get through the rest.
I need some crack. Right now. Luckily, my library is full of crack. Now I need some crackfic to go with it.
OH MAN, I forgot how funny Orochimaru's fight theme is. It's been so long since I listened to some of the Part 1 OST.
. . . I had actual stuff I wanted say before I started rambling about stupid shit, but I don't remember what it was.
Oh, oh, after some Severe Pain, I registered for courses. There might have to be changes, but as of now, it's:
Intro to Philosophy
Intermediate Spanish
Biology, Models, and Mathematics
Cellular and Molecular Biology
Ideologies and Social Movements in China's Modern Transformation
I have also officially determined that I hate registering for courses. It is such a bitch.
Omg, I need to get out of the house. I need to stop being sick so I can get out of the house.