Second Appointment
Well my second appointment with my psychiatrist is in a few hours. Looking forward to it, as much as one can look forward to such an appointment. It's been an odd three weeks since my first visit. I had homework that I haven't been nearly as successful on, darn life getting in the way. But it is nice to have a random person to talk to that I neither expect anything from nor expect to interact with outside of our appointments.
In regards to my homework, I have a few ideas on what I was supposed to think and write about but the whole idea of planning a future multiple years out just seems well---silly. I mean after all the changes in my life since I graduated high school, I just can't imagine trying to plan my future so straightforward. I know some things that I would like to see come to pass in the next few years; but have issues that need to be addressed first. In many cases body image and a connection between what I think I look like, want to look like and actually look like need to merge. I care less and less about family and work and social constructs, just would like to have the will and assistance to change other things.
In regards to family I had an interesting conversation with my dad, the other afternoon. I am not sure what will come out of it or where it came from, but it could definitely speed up some of the family conversations that may need to happen one day.
Finally took care of a 'personal' issue last week that I have been putting off for a few years. It felt right to finally have it done, but can't stop myself from wondering if it is only one small step in a grander plan.
Halloween is this weekend which is great. I love this time of year, the costumes the fun and freedom, all of it. Still not sure what I will dress up as or if I will. It's a bit sad because Halloween is really one of my favorite times of the year and it all just flashes by so fast and with so little involvement from me.
Well that's enough rambling for now.
Less than 3 weeks till HP7, part 1... YEAH!!!!
Jess
In regards to my homework, I have a few ideas on what I was supposed to think and write about but the whole idea of planning a future multiple years out just seems well---silly. I mean after all the changes in my life since I graduated high school, I just can't imagine trying to plan my future so straightforward. I know some things that I would like to see come to pass in the next few years; but have issues that need to be addressed first. In many cases body image and a connection between what I think I look like, want to look like and actually look like need to merge. I care less and less about family and work and social constructs, just would like to have the will and assistance to change other things.
In regards to family I had an interesting conversation with my dad, the other afternoon. I am not sure what will come out of it or where it came from, but it could definitely speed up some of the family conversations that may need to happen one day.
Finally took care of a 'personal' issue last week that I have been putting off for a few years. It felt right to finally have it done, but can't stop myself from wondering if it is only one small step in a grander plan.
Halloween is this weekend which is great. I love this time of year, the costumes the fun and freedom, all of it. Still not sure what I will dress up as or if I will. It's a bit sad because Halloween is really one of my favorite times of the year and it all just flashes by so fast and with so little involvement from me.
Well that's enough rambling for now.
Less than 3 weeks till HP7, part 1... YEAH!!!!
Jess