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I just want to scream and lose control.
Throw my hands up and let it go.
Forget about everything and runaway...
I just want to fall and lose myself.
Laughing so hard it hurts like hell.
Forget about everything and runaway.
Cause ever since I tried
Trying not to find
Every little meaning in my life
It's been fine
I've been cool
With my new golden rule
Numb is the new deep
Done with the old me
And talk is the same cheap it's been
-John Mayer
By three methods we may learn wisdom:
First, by reflection, which is noblest;
Second, by imitation, which is easiest;
And third by experience, which is the bitterest.
- Confucius
So I start a fight because I need to
feel something. And you do what you
want because I'm not what you wanted.
I'm Really tired of thinking. I think I may just float through the rest of the day. I don't know what is going through your mind and it may just drive me off a cliff. Just Kidding. I feel like screaming at you. But I know I will not get the opportunity. So may this be the end of our long conversations? I don't know but until I get some answers I may not be able to talk to you. It hurts a lot this way. But I just thought you were better than this. I guess i believe too much in honesty. I live in a world of fantasy because nothing's real, and nothing is honest. It's all lies. But thanks for listening.