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i wish my mother didnt exist. everytime she makes a Goddamn comment, she makes me want to kill myself. why couldnt i be perfect in her eyes like nikee? why did i have to be a fucking fat kid? why do my opinions have to differ from hers? why the hell am i not what she wants? why cant she love me for who i am? why does she take all her anger out on me? WHY DAMNIT WHY? she drives me fucking insane. i want her to stop. and if that mean me not being her daughter, then fine. im so sick of the bullshit, i really am. just stop. i have no friends that i can even goto and be like, hey im upset, just listen to me and tell me im not crazy. but no, i dont have anyone like that. my parents hate me, and everyone around me hates me too. Godddamn it, even i hate me!