star gazer

[goldenflame28]

i wish i had a sun roof in my room. i need to see the stars; they remind me that the problems in "my world" are not as big as i should make them out to be. people all over the world are far worse off than me. they have to deal with death, destruction, corruption, starvation, disease, and much more.
also, i wish it were summer. im sick of learning about the sin, cos, and tan of fucking triangles. trust me, i can assure you i wont use any of that after school is out. i can wait for trips to the beach with my TRUE friends, who i have actually found. i figure, there are two ways i can take this. i can say ive lost some friends, and found my real friends. but i dont think ive lost any friends, bc those ppl (who know who they are) were never really my friends. and its as simple as that. but on a high note, ive found people that really do care. like nik, bill, kev, chris, miss, and others. i also got the internship for the summer. im excited for summer.
im so glad this week is over. with my mother, and me running away, and so on im emotionally, and physically exhausted. please let next week be better. please.

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