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I thought love would feel more complicated. I thought it would take longer. But this feeling is so simple, it's warm and relaxed. And it came on so fast. Sara hit me like a ton of bricks.
Then again I always kinda suspected it would be like this. That when I finally found someone I wanted to commit to I would know it instantly, it would just work out perfectly. The thing I wasn't expecting was to not see it coming at all. But I didn't. and I certainly wasn't planning on Sara.
I always expected to be terrified right now. But I'm not. I keep waiting for it to hit me, that sense of panic and claustorphobia. I don't know why it hasn't. Maybe it's because shes so patient, so understanding, and so laid back. She doesn't make me feel trapped and she doesn't assume anything and she listens to me and believes me when I explain how I think. Maybe it's just because it's right this time. I hope it's all of the above.
In other news, I have a job at GameWorks and thats going pretty well. And an interview with the Boone County Animal Shelter on friday. Along with Addisons first birthday. I really want that job. I'm ok with the job at GameWorks but if I can get the Animal Shelter job it would be so fucking fabulous.
Love you guys!
Kathryn
Then again I always kinda suspected it would be like this. That when I finally found someone I wanted to commit to I would know it instantly, it would just work out perfectly. The thing I wasn't expecting was to not see it coming at all. But I didn't. and I certainly wasn't planning on Sara.
I always expected to be terrified right now. But I'm not. I keep waiting for it to hit me, that sense of panic and claustorphobia. I don't know why it hasn't. Maybe it's because shes so patient, so understanding, and so laid back. She doesn't make me feel trapped and she doesn't assume anything and she listens to me and believes me when I explain how I think. Maybe it's just because it's right this time. I hope it's all of the above.
In other news, I have a job at GameWorks and thats going pretty well. And an interview with the Boone County Animal Shelter on friday. Along with Addisons first birthday. I really want that job. I'm ok with the job at GameWorks but if I can get the Animal Shelter job it would be so fucking fabulous.
Love you guys!
Kathryn