Pleasure and Contented Optimism
THURSDAY
Well, it's thursday now.... mainly I guess because nothin much has happened over the past couple days. This day, however... hohoho good times. As always fun in all my classes, including Gov and whatnot... poetry in french, mmhmm...
Later on, afterschool... I chill. I had a lot of time to relax and prepare for the concert, Une Nuit de la Musique. Well, teh concert comes later on, and I really still must evaluatete all the choir songs still by watchign teh tape... But, I do now that the crecendos were only alright, still not my fav or as powerful as they should have al been. But, all in all, the dynamics were decent.
As for my solo, oh MAN. I was stunning. I stunned myself when I watched teh video, really. My expression, my tone quality, etc... all so much better. I really took the song someplace... It was, by far, the best solo I've done, and I was impressed. When I did it, however, I was unsure... apprehensive when I was about to watch the video, expecting my usual imperfections... but oh man... I blew myself away because I sounded so... I performed so... Though, always room for improvement! The only thing I could have done was make my crecendo better, more gradual.
I never knew I was this good.
Who knows what it feels like, what I feel right now, being a perfectionist and squeezing out such a wonderful, satisfying result?
Other arms reach out to me
Other eyes smile tenderly.
Still in peacefull dreams I see
The road leads back to you.
I'm so happy being just... solitary. I don't feel the lonliness, so I am on an upswing, you might call it. I spoke to several friends tonight online... happy times. ^_^
-Lily
Well, it's thursday now.... mainly I guess because nothin much has happened over the past couple days. This day, however... hohoho good times. As always fun in all my classes, including Gov and whatnot... poetry in french, mmhmm...
Later on, afterschool... I chill. I had a lot of time to relax and prepare for the concert, Une Nuit de la Musique. Well, teh concert comes later on, and I really still must evaluatete all the choir songs still by watchign teh tape... But, I do now that the crecendos were only alright, still not my fav or as powerful as they should have al been. But, all in all, the dynamics were decent.
As for my solo, oh MAN. I was stunning. I stunned myself when I watched teh video, really. My expression, my tone quality, etc... all so much better. I really took the song someplace... It was, by far, the best solo I've done, and I was impressed. When I did it, however, I was unsure... apprehensive when I was about to watch the video, expecting my usual imperfections... but oh man... I blew myself away because I sounded so... I performed so... Though, always room for improvement! The only thing I could have done was make my crecendo better, more gradual.
I never knew I was this good.
Who knows what it feels like, what I feel right now, being a perfectionist and squeezing out such a wonderful, satisfying result?
Other arms reach out to me
Other eyes smile tenderly.
Still in peacefull dreams I see
The road leads back to you.
I'm so happy being just... solitary. I don't feel the lonliness, so I am on an upswing, you might call it. I spoke to several friends tonight online... happy times. ^_^
-Lily