May 19, 2004 22:45
ahh, journaling. at first i thought i would give this up, because everytime i looked at it, i keep thinking "whoa, im a bitchy person" but now i've come to terms with myself, and yes i am a bitch, and no i don't care anymore.
so, without further ado, here's my latest bitch-rant, compromised of the last few weeks that i didnt journal, (or was it days? i don't even know)
people that are annoying me at the moment: too many to count, but one child in particular. mike robinson. is just being an ass. if you're a guy and you ever come up to a girl and slap her in the face, even for a joke, and she tells you to stop, but you do it repeatedly throughout the day just to make yourself look better, you should just curl up and die. and mike if your reading this, i'm writing all of this especially cuz you didnt apologize for being a disrespectful prick. and if it seems im overreacting, trust me, im not.
I miss Augie, Sarah, and Kurt. i must see them over the summer, especailly augie cuz i just haven't talked to him in such a long time and i miss him soo much and our guy ritchie talks.
I drove a stick shift today. scary shit. and then i saw a car that i swear to god i thought was lisa's and i stopped to say hey, but it wasn't her. Instead i talk to this guy, holding a bottle, talking about god knows what, while i slowly walk back to the car. it was hilarious, most excitement ive had all month, as sad as that sounds. but overall, i did well and I only stalled like, three times, which, in a hour long drive, is pretty damn good if i do say so myself. well, it was fun and im excited for my birthday now.
my new interest is annoying me......long story....
uhm hans is a fatass and pisses me off. i've rowed for so much longer then some girls, but i still get tooled out and end up rowing with the girl that just got back from like a year break and doesn't know an oar from a rigger. i hate bastard coaches.
I MISS MY FRIENDS. i miss hanging out with Lisa randomly and driving around with lily and sareen. i haven't hung out with all of them since FOREVER. AND I MISS THEMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM SOOOO MUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. LIS YOU BASTARD YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME ALL SUMMER :-( :-( :-( ill walk up to harbor springs if i have to.
i have a lot of homework but i don't feel like doing it. tough, two weeks left and i can't do anything. im brain dead. but so is everyone else.
me and geneva are rowing a PAIR at this weekend's regatta yeayyyy and theres only one other boat, so we're gaurenteed a silver medal. im actually kinda excited.
i need to get a job. desperately. ill prolly end up working at the library er something. blah
me and geneva are discussing cannibals.
alright, im going to bed, ill finish bitching later, i can't type it all in one night
until then,
Isa