i...........uh.....hate this
so here i am again.......
havent left a journal since about a year ago. but now after
shana reminded me that this website exists and that i have a
username............errrr....i.uh...hate all of this stupid ass shit
i have been in my room for about three days. i havent left it
because the outside world is bright and annoying. i could live down here
in the basement for ever. no joke kid. i wont but its a good B plan in case shit gets all
fucked up. it's like 5 in the morning and i havent slept. ive just been watching TV
or going on the internet because now i have DSL in my room and its soo nice
and i just sit here and watch TV and play videogames every few hours. now and then i go to my shower and light up
or smoke a stoge. man.. i love them little bogies. don't know what id do without this pack of newports.
on second thought idd be out getting fresh air as i walk to the store to buy some fuckin loosies. tom and jerry is on. i used to fucking love tom and jerry. now i cant pay attention to it. i think i should get to sleep soon.... i havent ben able let alone felt like sleeping in about three days. i lay in bed for the daylight hours of the day with the TV on and when somebody comes down i pretend im asleep but i feel crazy. im gonna have to go out on monday though because shana wants to see me. i havent seen her in almost 2 weeks, maybe more. anyway i have no problem seeing her because i love her.(and she's hot......) i cant believe that last year in one of my journals i was skeptical about dating shana. i kinda wanna go read her live journal but i also dont remember her username...whatever. tom and jerry will be over in an hour and then the adventures of captain planet. then i pretend im asleep witching tv and laying in bed till about5 or 530 PM when ill get my sister to rent a movie from blockbuster and.......an hour after that ill get my mom to bring my dinner downstairs for me. and shell notice it smells like weed and stoges down here and shell stop the movie and go into the bathroom which has been filled with smoke since friday or saturday.arrggggghhhhhh...........life is shitty like getting a big dump to hit you in the face and theres no way to clean it because youre at school and stuff.
anyway i need to find something to type about because its all pretty boring. but who cares. im so glad im a guy because i can keep all my real thoughts inside like the juicy stuff people expect in journals. but what the hell....lemme see ...whats deep and girly that i would put in a diary......ok, here's a thought:on second thought...fuck that...no homo. im really excited for the new harry poitter book to come out because i relate so much(im harry potter btw.)
well theres smoking to be done. lighters afoot and away i go. g'night.
havent left a journal since about a year ago. but now after
shana reminded me that this website exists and that i have a
username............errrr....i.uh...hate all of this stupid ass shit
i have been in my room for about three days. i havent left it
because the outside world is bright and annoying. i could live down here
in the basement for ever. no joke kid. i wont but its a good B plan in case shit gets all
fucked up. it's like 5 in the morning and i havent slept. ive just been watching TV
or going on the internet because now i have DSL in my room and its soo nice
and i just sit here and watch TV and play videogames every few hours. now and then i go to my shower and light up
or smoke a stoge. man.. i love them little bogies. don't know what id do without this pack of newports.
on second thought idd be out getting fresh air as i walk to the store to buy some fuckin loosies. tom and jerry is on. i used to fucking love tom and jerry. now i cant pay attention to it. i think i should get to sleep soon.... i havent ben able let alone felt like sleeping in about three days. i lay in bed for the daylight hours of the day with the TV on and when somebody comes down i pretend im asleep but i feel crazy. im gonna have to go out on monday though because shana wants to see me. i havent seen her in almost 2 weeks, maybe more. anyway i have no problem seeing her because i love her.(and she's hot......) i cant believe that last year in one of my journals i was skeptical about dating shana. i kinda wanna go read her live journal but i also dont remember her username...whatever. tom and jerry will be over in an hour and then the adventures of captain planet. then i pretend im asleep witching tv and laying in bed till about5 or 530 PM when ill get my sister to rent a movie from blockbuster and.......an hour after that ill get my mom to bring my dinner downstairs for me. and shell notice it smells like weed and stoges down here and shell stop the movie and go into the bathroom which has been filled with smoke since friday or saturday.arrggggghhhhhh...........life is shitty like getting a big dump to hit you in the face and theres no way to clean it because youre at school and stuff.
anyway i need to find something to type about because its all pretty boring. but who cares. im so glad im a guy because i can keep all my real thoughts inside like the juicy stuff people expect in journals. but what the hell....lemme see ...whats deep and girly that i would put in a diary......ok, here's a thought:on second thought...fuck that...no homo. im really excited for the new harry poitter book to come out because i relate so much(im harry potter btw.)
well theres smoking to be done. lighters afoot and away i go. g'night.