dont know....
i know i havent updated in a while just been under a whole lot of stress. actually the past few weeks have revolved around school and grades...im really really worried and want to dom everything i can to get as good a grade as i possibly can...yet i dont. i just feel paralized and overwhelmed. i dont know. i feel like im gonna self-destruct. *sigh*
and lately, everything i do is wrong to everyone. i dont know, it seems like everything i say, everything i do seems to rub everyone the wrong way and i mean EVERYONE. im not sure if its just my imagination, or everyone is in a bad mood, or if i am just going crazy. and on top of all that i keep daydreaming of amanda and my meeting day, differently every time. i jsut hope that meeting is still logically possible...
and lately, everything i do is wrong to everyone. i dont know, it seems like everything i say, everything i do seems to rub everyone the wrong way and i mean EVERYONE. im not sure if its just my imagination, or everyone is in a bad mood, or if i am just going crazy. and on top of all that i keep daydreaming of amanda and my meeting day, differently every time. i jsut hope that meeting is still logically possible...